I think I have been way too consumed by stress over the past few months. It occasionally subsides, but for the most part I have been a complete train wreck for a while now and I'm starting to see it.
I don't know if I just need a vacation, or if I need to start smoking weed, or what the hell I need to do...
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I don't know if I just need a vacation, or if I need to start smoking weed, or what the hell I need to do...
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I feel really crappy today and I can't figure out why.
I think it might just be me getting old, or it could be the massive amount of stress and confusion I have going on right now.
Whatever it is, I hope it passes soon. I miss just being the normal me. It would be a welcome change.
I think it might just be me getting old, or it could be the massive amount of stress and confusion I have going on right now.
Whatever it is, I hope it passes soon. I miss just being the normal me. It would be a welcome change.
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delilahb:
I feel like I'm going to puke, but I think that's the alcohol. Feel better!
supergp:
Normal's boring! Be the nifty you.
Yesterday was a weird, long day.
Today was weird, but much better:
I went to lunch with Vanessa and her dad
I rode a moped
I saw an old friend I thought I'd never see again
I was offered a job in Tucson
Now were off to Jupes, me bitterman and handsomejoe.
Today was weird, but much better:
I went to lunch with Vanessa and her dad
I rode a moped
I saw an old friend I thought I'd never see again
I was offered a job in Tucson
Now were off to Jupes, me bitterman and handsomejoe.
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thrasher:
moped?
sounds like a good end to the day
sounds like a good end to the day
angelfuckaz:
I know I will be verry sad if it is true.
I hate realizing that I need to change things about myself when it might be too late to make a difference.
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doolittle:
why do you need to change? other then the jobless thing, which financially makes sense to change, you are a good guy.
why do you need to change? other then the jobless thing, which financially makes sense to change, you are a good guy.
pulp_x:
Its never too late. I mean I guess I can relate to that though we get used to a certain lifestyle and its damn hard to change it. anyway things will work out though they always seem to in the end!! Keep ur head up 
So cliche I know
So cliche I knowI'm looking for a new begining as much as a second chance.
I'm starting to see how much of my misery lately is my own fault. So I need to stop being a jackass and start being positive person again.
A PositiveMentalAttitude is the beginning. Or at least Karl Watson claims it.
I'm starting to see how much of my misery lately is my own fault. So I need to stop being a jackass and start being positive person again.
A PositiveMentalAttitude is the beginning. Or at least Karl Watson claims it.
Last might Myles called me out on the fact I've never gone golfing with him.
So today I get up early and get ready, and the mother fucker is already gone. So much for wasting this day in a little more positive way.
I guess that means its time for more job searching.
So today I get up early and get ready, and the mother fucker is already gone. So much for wasting this day in a little more positive way.
I guess that means its time for more job searching.
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dappergatsby:
I just hope you're enjoying this respite from having to go in to a job right now good sir....
There is an advantage to having so much free time..
don't let it stress you every minute that you've not a job yet.
I mean, then when you do get a gig
(and you will soon, I'm sure);
you'll be thinking back on all that free time you just had...
Tho i bet by now you're chomping at the bit.
well, I'm still sending good hiring vibes your way!
~gatsby
There is an advantage to having so much free time..
don't let it stress you every minute that you've not a job yet.
I mean, then when you do get a gig
(and you will soon, I'm sure);
you'll be thinking back on all that free time you just had...
Tho i bet by now you're chomping at the bit.
well, I'm still sending good hiring vibes your way!
~gatsby
supergp:
Well, Midnyte's doing resume consulting, if you need help in that regard.
If you want to move to Tucson and have some skill at debugging databases, I could try to get you a job where I work.
"Called you out"?
What, like "Bitch, you can't HANDLE golfing with me!"
If you want to move to Tucson and have some skill at debugging databases, I could try to get you a job where I work.
"Called you out"?
What, like "Bitch, you can't HANDLE golfing with me!"
The problem with going all in, is that usually you walk away with nothing.
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iamphoto:
true, true. i hope you the best
I off to Tucson.
I don't know when I'll be comming back so everyone take care of yourselves.
I don't know when I'll be comming back so everyone take care of yourselves.
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supergp:
(Does IMPOSSIBLE MISSION VOICE)
Stay awhile.....STAY FOREVER!!!!
Stay awhile.....STAY FOREVER!!!!
iamphoto:
i'm happy you and venessa are getting along again. I miss you, you big teddy bear.
Last night was a blast. That was one of the best random Thursday nights I can remember.
OC drama, then beers and kareoke.
It was good.
OC drama, then beers and kareoke.
It was good.
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lagmy:
the show WAS good. Small venue, got to get right up front and get stoked. I almost missed supersuckers, someone told me the show started at 9, it started at 8. damn.
but it was good.
went to NYC on Wed. for work, then Alkaline trio Thursday.
And yesterday I met up with a dude about mortgages and buying a house. holy fuck. it's been a week.
but it was good.
went to NYC on Wed. for work, then Alkaline trio Thursday.
And yesterday I met up with a dude about mortgages and buying a house. holy fuck. it's been a week.
conxuela:
haha, i like your new picture.
A few years ago I met the girl of my dreams. At the time she was pushing a stroller and came into my skate shop every few weeks or so on a Saturday morning. So cute but obviously involved.
A few years later I met a gilr at a party who seemed so innocent and genuine that I couldn't help but be intrigued. But we...
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supergp:
I 
girls who wear shirts that say that.
girls who wear shirts that say that.
doolittle:
i think i just threw up in my mouth.
just kidding. you know i love to give you a hard time.
just kidding. you know i love to give you a hard time.