I'll try to leave all the miserable bullshit behind me. At least in my journals. But I can't promise anything.
I bought a digital 4-track today and started searching my computer for random old songs. I want to start recording another album even though I'm a horrible musician now.
I guess I have a lot of free time now, and making music is something you...
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I bought a digital 4-track today and started searching my computer for random old songs. I want to start recording another album even though I'm a horrible musician now.
I guess I have a lot of free time now, and making music is something you...
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handsomejoe:
Horrible musician or not, if you play punk, there is no need for talent. Just three cords are needed to get started, and after a few years you will learn more and be a real musician. If you wait long enough, Jill's brother is coming to ASU and he can play drums.
herotozero:
i play a mean cowbell....
Man what a horrible night, I suppose they'll get less frequent and less taumatic, but I keep having the worst feeling in the world.
I realize that feeling like an idiot and being one are two different things, but you can have both.
At least there is always drinking myself to sleep.
I realize that feeling like an idiot and being one are two different things, but you can have both.
At least there is always drinking myself to sleep.
heartyou:
Thank you for sharing your bar 
Have you ever pounded beer after beer to feel better about somehing.
I now know the feeling.
...it's not a good one.
I now know the feeling.
...it's not a good one.
thrasher:
been there brother
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supergp:
She's calling that the "fat" picture?
Sheesh!
I like your latest profile picture. It may have been up there for a while without me noticing, though.
Sheesh!
I like your latest profile picture. It may have been up there for a while without me noticing, though.
handsomejoe:
I definately need to take Jill out of town when she gets back.
Off to Disneyland.
Can't wait.
Can't wait.
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thrasher:
cool, we go in two weeks
swing by and say high to my mom
swing by and say high to my mom
herotozero:
who are you going with?
Do you ever feel like you can't do anything right? Like the things you need are just out of your reach?
I feel like that alot now.
So maybe I'll just take the job tomorrow and turn into a corporate robot again. I hated being that person, but I also hate this feeling of worthlessness.
I feel like that alot now.
So maybe I'll just take the job tomorrow and turn into a corporate robot again. I hated being that person, but I also hate this feeling of worthlessness.
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doolittle:
you are not worthless. although since you are driving all the way to tucson and back in one night makes me wonder if you took the short bus as a kid. i understand why you are going, she is worth it, but tomorrow the road to tucson will still be there. i on the other hand, won't be 
sjtwelve:
what thrasher said
Thigs seem to be looking up a little. I have an interview tomorrow, we're seeing Star Wars tonight, I have a little money in the bank, and unemployment looks like it might be going through.
But somehow I still feel like I have nothing when that girls not around.
I guess somehow I'll learn how to move forward on my own.
But somehow I still feel like I have nothing when that girls not around.
I guess somehow I'll learn how to move forward on my own.
thrasher:
While you all are watching the OC we'll be watching Star Wars.
thrasher:
Yeah, we bought our tickets for Thursday evening while you guys will be at Jill's watching the worst show on TV
we're coming over after though
we're coming over after though
I got up super early again to try and be productive. I got some new job leads and worked a few more connections. Hopefully I will be employed and busy again one of these days.
I have so much on my mind right now, but it all comes back to one thing.
I really miss that girl being around me all the time.
I have so much on my mind right now, but it all comes back to one thing.
I really miss that girl being around me all the time.
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supergp:
Well, good luck with the job hunt!
downingolsen:
remember there is always the army....
I've been feeling worthless lately, so today I went on a massive job search. Now I feel a little more productive, but I realize I have a long road ahead.
Depending on how the rest of my day goes I might just go see Lords of Dogtown tonight by myself... that's out already right???
Depending on how the rest of my day goes I might just go see Lords of Dogtown tonight by myself... that's out already right???
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thrasher:
I saw this today and thought it was funny
I saw this today and thought it was funny
heartyou:
Sending you some love darling. I love that new picture of you. Thats from my house.
My world has now completely crumbled.
Who I was six months ago and what I knew are gone.
But I think I might end up OK.
Who I was six months ago and what I knew are gone.
But I think I might end up OK.
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delilahb:
PS. Adam Brody is my boyfriend. Hands off
delilahb:
it sounds like you have a good outlook about the whole thing. I think that is what really matters, you know?
Have you ever had one of those days when you go through all of your old shit and come across pictures and other little things that you have saved but didn't realized you saved? I found some old conversations that included illustrations that my friends and I used to write when we were in class. It made me laugh. Just wanted to share that with someone.
Have you ever had one of those days when you go through all of your old shit and come across pictures and other little things that you have saved but didn't realized you saved? I found some old conversations that included illustrations that my friends and I used to write when we were in class. It made me laugh. Just wanted to share that with someone.