mothra

I'm so sore from skating last night, but I haven't felt this whole in a while.

A missing piece is back... soon I'll be complete.

Sushi, then skating, then pool at the Rogue.

Hopefully I can make this an early night and avoid another morning like this one. Hangovers suck.

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Shitty day, great fucking night.

It took meeting a rad guy today at work on methedone to put my life back in perspective. Sure things suck here and there and we all make shitty decisions. But Fuck, I went...
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Skate and Create.

Great advice, that was what I needed to hear. Last night I stayed home, finished up some paintings that had been lingering and read some books that had collected dust.

Still stressed, but much less so. My stressors are things I just need to decide how to overcome, and not really that big of a deal.

Tomorrow after work I might just...
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You ever have the feeling you can't do anything right?

I generally follow this feeling with obcene amounts of alchohol and way to much over thinking, followed by lack of sleep and a knot in my stomach.

...but I think hard living is catching up to me and I need to find a new vice. Maybe I can become one of those guys who hits...
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I no longer look like a homeless person. I felt bad for everyone that had to be around me, and while I can pull off the "artist" thing for a while... I really looked like a bum.

Now I look like me again. I even refrained from rocking the stache for a while.

I am way too nice to everyone, you all should have endured...
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I try to live a pretty stress-free existance, but then shit hits the fan I fucking lose it.

My car is such a piece of shit right now, and I know it's only a thing and I shouldn't sweat it so bad... it's only money.

But motherfucker... this is not something I wanted to have to deal with right now, things seem to be going...
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So work is getting a bit stressfull. But more in a, it's actually becomming a job than that it's getting shitty. Still stoked on my life right now and I think I need to go buy a car this weekend, and I'm super-stoked I can afford it right now.

Life is good again, and it was rad to have a good drunken chatting night with...
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Supersuckers at the Rogue!!!!!

I got my tickets, how about you. That's one place I don't need a ride to.

So it was a HORRIBLE week. But it's over now and there are nothing but blue skies ahead.


Sorry for being emo... but I appreciate all your support more than I could ever explain. Thankyou so much.


So a quick review:
-1.) Never happened don't ask about it

-2.) Was sicker than I have ever been in my adult life.

-3.) I became the boss...
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Still pretty sick, but much better.

Let me tell ya'll about the plaque I caught at perhaps the worst time to get sick ever...

If I ate or drank anything I puked, so I've gone over 48 hours with no food and almost no liquids. (but plenty of dry heaving) Everytime I stand up I'd get dizzy and my knees would shake, and every shitty...
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Sorry...

No more being emo. But I'm still not responding to anything till I get my head staight.

I turned off my phone last night and pounded some Nyquil to get over this horrible illness. This morning I feel alot better, and last night I had 14 messages. I'm not calling anyone back, but it was nice to hear so many people were worried when...
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Sorry guys, I just need a little time to figure some things out without anyone else giving me advice.