mothra

So this morning I put in my two weeks.

For the most part it feels like a good thing. But I need to find some other way to make money for a while till I find a better job.

I have a feeling things are about to get flipped completely upside down.

There's always going back to school I guess.

This was definately an odd day.

Nothing better than waking up everyday to my phone ringing and knowing exactly who it is. Those conversations always make me happy, even though this one wasn't the lightest conversation.

I ate lunch at my parents and played with my dogs till me mom came home. Sounds like my grandfather doesn't have much time left. It's going to be...
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Pissing dip off the urinal and listening to horrible classic rock all night. That's what a dive bar should be.

Frozen mugs and huge pitchers more than make up for hearing... "stop talking about it and go fuck em up if you're so tough." Or "those punker faggots and their stupid hats need to find somewhere else to drink."

I love it. Those old drunks...
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I got super drunk last night. I made it well past the sunrise.

Today I feel like crap, but at least I was able to lay in bed all day.

This week I work twenty hours. I need a new job.

Blah blah blah...

Time to go drink.

Man I'm confused.

I think the problem might be that rather than fighting like normal people, we ruin each others lives for anywhere from a few days to a few weeks.

A good mind reader would be a nice thing sometimes.

I guess life just isn't meant to be that great.

I can deal with that.

Man this day has started off rad.

Why the fuck can people not just make decisions and go for them. I'm over people who feel one way one day and the opposite the next. Life is always going to throw you for loops and you really shouldn't put up a front to try and brace yourself for them. I surround myself with the people I...
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So I'm going to bed drunk and confused on a night I had planned on staying in.

So much for planning I guess.

Went to the Rogue tonight for the first time in a while. I ahve to admit I missed it, but I'll survive without it.

We came home and had some drunk talks, and I have to say I'm pretty damn happy right now. Things could always be better, but right now they are as they are supposed to be.

This is the first place I've...
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So tired. This was a long weekend.

Halloween did not really live up to my expectations, but it was a good night in the end.

Tonight, wings at the bar across the street, and passing out on the couch.