I hate the feeling that this has turned into some kind of a game. If it has I don't want to play, I aready lost... so there really is no reason for me to keep getting hurt.
My friends are all pissed off at me for letting a girl fuck me up so badly. The thing that really hurts is that they see something I...
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My friends are all pissed off at me for letting a girl fuck me up so badly. The thing that really hurts is that they see something I...
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I guess I might be too clingy; co-dependent if you will.
I think I was left in the dust by something unsure of where it was going. I was sure it was all I wanted, but I think it takes two.
But I'll admit I really don't know.
I think I was left in the dust by something unsure of where it was going. I was sure it was all I wanted, but I think it takes two.
But I'll admit I really don't know.
thrasher:
dust devil
dust devil
doolittle:
i was going to write some deep friendly i care about you thing in responce to your post, but my dog keeps farting and i have to get out of this room now.
Night one of no sleep... maybe they'll get easier.
I got a random job offer last night to start another shop in Tucson. I don't know if I'd do it, but it was really odd to get the offer when I did.
It's funny how the world works, always a buck short and a day late.
I got a random job offer last night to start another shop in Tucson. I don't know if I'd do it, but it was really odd to get the offer when I did.
It's funny how the world works, always a buck short and a day late.
So she's gone.
I wish her the best and hope that this move will help her feel as good about herself as everyone else has about her.
I wish her the best and hope that this move will help her feel as good about herself as everyone else has about her.
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thrasher:
Jill's harsh
new tattoo for me Thursday
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new tattoo for me Thursday
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heartyou:
I never get it, are those meant to be used or purely ornamental?
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[Edited on Apr 05, 2005 8:49PM]
I'm tired and sunburnt today.
I always seem to be the one who really doesn't want to stay up late and party when we're going out, and the last one to stop when ever we do.
I need to start sleeping more.
I always seem to be the one who really doesn't want to stay up late and party when we're going out, and the last one to stop when ever we do.
I need to start sleeping more.
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doolittle:
sleep is for the weak minded.
i am so weak minded.
i am so weak minded.
annamei:
i am a little bit sunburnt, i would have been toast if you hadn't found that sunblock!
Went to the Phoenix Am for a little while, I see why people aren't huge fans of it. Until the 4th heat it was just hot and boring. Met up with Salman Agah it was cool to meet someone I grew up seeing in magazines, nice guy.
On the way out I tried to jumpstart the Pharmacy skateshop ambulance, no luck, but it was kind...
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On the way out I tried to jumpstart the Pharmacy skateshop ambulance, no luck, but it was kind...
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the_minx:
Sounds like the air show yesterday. i really wanted to go, but i knew if i stayed too long that I would burn. Sure enough, everyone who came back from it, even tan people, were burned to a crisp. just imagine me, and my skin tone out there. i would have been blown up. no good. hope all is well on your side of the planet.
doolittle:
heh heh, you are wicked.
I've been skating everyday this week. I forgot how much I missed it, and I also realize how long it will take to get back to a level where it can just be fun again.
But right now my legs hurt so badly that I can see the process might now be fun.
But right now my legs hurt so badly that I can see the process might now be fun.
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herotozero:
skate for life
og_stinger:
What's up brother, it's nice to read some happiness in your journal.
Sorry I haven't written much but I'm going through my own slow death (work).
I need to roll really bad also.
Sorry I haven't written much but I'm going through my own slow death (work).
I need to roll really bad also.
I wish that none of this ever happened and I could go back to 2004 in a time machine and not make the biggest mistake of my life. Other mistakes would surely have been made, but at least I wouldn't be sitting here feeling like I have nothing.
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squishylizards:
I know how you feel. A year now, and I still feel it. 2004 was a shitty year.
cest_la_mae:
I've said "this too shall pass" to myself more times than I'd care to remember, but it always does.
The bag is no-sew but you're spot on about stepping back.
The bag is no-sew but you're spot on about stepping back.
For knowing what love is I am eternally greatfull.
For not having it sleep next to me I am utterly heartbroken.
I am forever in it's debt for the reason I lost it.
I will fight until my fighting is worthless, and then I'll simply stand there and wait.
If at any point I get another chance to fight for it, I'll fight until the...
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For not having it sleep next to me I am utterly heartbroken.
I am forever in it's debt for the reason I lost it.
I will fight until my fighting is worthless, and then I'll simply stand there and wait.
If at any point I get another chance to fight for it, I'll fight until the...
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doolittle:
hey, mr. lonelyhearts, i am back, and i'm guessing your still with a lot of time on your hands... let's hang out. what are you up to tonight or tomorrow afternoon? i have class til 9:30 tonight... eh? eh?
you still simply have to see anchorman, godamnit.
edited to tell you i still haven't watched the oc from thursday joey taped for me too. and i could always go for a drink....
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you still simply have to see anchorman, godamnit.
edited to tell you i still haven't watched the oc from thursday joey taped for me too. and i could always go for a drink....
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annamei:
we missed you at your party 
i hope you are feeling better 
i hope you are feeling better Blah... 
I still feel horrible, you never seem to get sick at appropriate times.
Thanks to handsomejoe and doolittle for the only birthday gift I got, and it was a perfect one.
I still feel horrible, you never seem to get sick at appropriate times.
Thanks to handsomejoe and doolittle for the only birthday gift I got, and it was a perfect one.
doolittle:
i know, i secretly wanted to keep it for myself, glad you like it. we must chill when i get back into town, ok nerd?
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angelfuckaz:
Hell yeah man I would love to hang out some time. I dig the tattoo it looks good.
ms:
Hey there, brother. Happy Belated Birthday. The tattoo looks nice. I'm gonna be taking the plunge here in the next few months and getting some of my work put on my body permanently.
dude, i had a huge fight with my pops...and things might get ugly here for a while so if possible, can you take it up with the fellas and see if i could move in to the basement...nothing is definate though, just see if i end up needing to move back if that would be a possibility