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Work id actually pretty decent, I get paid alot and I stay busy. But it's hard labor so my mind is still wondering.

I wonder if that ever stops.

*5:30 is way too early. Damn.
thrasher:
holy shit! eeek
herotozero:
5:30...shit man, half the time you go to sleep at 5:30

i wont miss those early morning anymore
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I start work tomorrow.

For that and other things, I have to admit I'm scared.

Hopefully it all works out for the best in the end.
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downingolsen:
best of luck man, new jobs are always tough...i was scared and nervous when i came back in the army...now things are a bit more normal and i am getting used to things...although i am still scared about going to iraq but that is normal smile
supergp:
Those first couple of weeks on the job are always nerve-wracking.
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Damn this is hard, but I'm starting to see that it will get easier.

And on top of that I start work in 28 hours, I should get some sleep.
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thrasher:
sleep? over rated wink
og_stinger:
New job, alright.

What are you going to be doing?

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Good night last night.

Little by little I'm feeling better.
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delilahb:
fantastic! did you watch the season finale of the OC?

PS. thanks for the luck! It means a lot. biggrin

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herotozero:
beers, buddies and bbq...could you really ask for more? biggrin
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BroBQ is planned for tonight. Lets see if it happens. smile
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iamphoto:
it was grat seeing you last night. wish you guys didn't just disappear out of the blue. tongue
thrasher:
ruling kiss
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I spent a few minutes tonight giving a friend advice about getting off of drugs. I told him that it'll be the hardest thing he will ever do, but it's the only option he really has. The life of a drug addict is a hard one full of lies and deceiptand emptiness. I told him he'd be better off and that at the end of...
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I was so domestic today it's rediculous.

I washed and waxed my car. I Did all my laundry and my moms laundry. I cooked dinner and even started marinating chicken for tomorrow. It feels good, it's just out of the ordinary for me... I think its just being at my mom's house alone that makes me feel like an adult.

I start work Wednesday and...
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supergp:
....I need to do some domestic things myself.

....like repair my file server. tongue
thrasher:
I hear you on the nap, I just moved a trampoline in the heat
Ugh
I'll call later
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handsomejoe:
It is time to get the band back together. Glad to hear you are staying in town. I sense a good weekend coming up.
handsomejoe:
I don't know about heko, but I know I can help.
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I'll try to leave all the miserable bullshit behind me. At least in my journals. But I can't promise anything.


I bought a digital 4-track today and started searching my computer for random old songs. I want to start recording another album even though I'm a horrible musician now.

I guess I have a lot of free time now, and making music is something you...
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handsomejoe:
Horrible musician or not, if you play punk, there is no need for talent. Just three cords are needed to get started, and after a few years you will learn more and be a real musician. If you wait long enough, Jill's brother is coming to ASU and he can play drums.
herotozero:
i play a mean cowbell....

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Man what a horrible night, I suppose they'll get less frequent and less taumatic, but I keep having the worst feeling in the world.

I realize that feeling like an idiot and being one are two different things, but you can have both.

At least there is always drinking myself to sleep.
heartyou:
Thank you for sharing your bar kiss
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Have you ever pounded beer after beer to feel better about somehing.

I now know the feeling.

...it's not a good one. skull
thrasher:
been there brother
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supergp:
She's calling that the "fat" picture?
Sheesh!

I like your latest profile picture. It may have been up there for a while without me noticing, though.
handsomejoe:
I definately need to take Jill out of town when she gets back.