mothra

Looks like I may have that job in the bag. Goodbye free time, hello real life.

I'm almost ready to take on a house wife after this one.

Money might be rad.

Today I got to sleep in for once, went to lunch with joey and got tattooed. Now its time for beers and a free show. Not the best day ever, but pretty good.

When people ask what the worst part of your body to get tattooed is... say with convidence, your inner arm.

Fuck that hurt.

I bought a new Gagne deck for next to nothing.

I got to see Vanessa for the first time in too long and give her a hug.

I hung out with Joey and talked all night.

I have it bad, but I'll be OK. I hope.

Love is a pain in the ass, but amazing.

Off to Tucson for a while. I have no real plans, but I want to ride the new park and see Vanessa.

Maybe get tattooed...

Another day went by. But it was better than alot of the days before it. Things are making sense and I'm pretty sure they'll al work out eventually.

I might get that job and its a damned good one. I'll learn those slasher grinds if they kill me. My parents are becomming cool to me even if only one at a time. I'm eating again....
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My interview went well. I have some faith my life will go the same way.

Somehow everytime I skate and I commit to tranny tricks my leg feels like it wants to jump off my hip bone. I need to control that.

I forgot about god and religion during alot of my struggles over the past few months, and now I'm realizing that they're as...
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Yesterday I saw Lords of Dogtown with the boys. With the exception of some enormous in accuracies, it was a good movie. All things considered I liked it.

After the movie we skated AJ for a while and I tried to backside 5-0 around the corner in the little bowl. Not yet, maybe next week.

After skating we rode bikes to the bar for some...
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Somewhere mixed in the middle of everything is the right thing. I need to find that and run with it.

H2O canceled.

So we got wasted.

My friend in LA is doing really bad. She's so home sick and worried about me that she can't be OK.

I told her I'd come out again. I'll hold her hand for a few days and help her decide what she needs. And while I'm there I'm going to try for some rediculous jobs.

I never want to leave AZ and not for LA....
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Holy crap that job sucks. I've never felt so worthless at a job in my life.

I don't think I'm going back tomorrow and Pay n save can kiss my ass.

Damn and I thought something good was finally happening.