Today work pushed me to the brink of madness. If I am not given a firm timeframe regarding when I get to move on completely to my new position and stop covering 3 positions 100% I will be finding a new place to work. I adore my new position, but I can't handle doing all 3 jobs anymore. It is killing me and making me hate way too many people.
From the stress I feel like vomitting or crying or beating someone half to death...maybe all of the above.
To top it all off there is a major reorging project taking place in the advertising department. This reorganization effects my old position and the decisions are being made entirely by people who do not understanding what people in that job even do. In a meeting today everyone currently doing that job, as well as myself, were asked our opinions. Well, if you know me at all, I am not shy about informing anyone of my take on things. Some of the set-up made no sense and when I tried to give my thoughts on why other options/scenarios should be considered I was cut off at the fucking knees. I wasn't even given the oppotunity to finish my statement or question. So apparently, they only wanted to be validated, they didn't want real insight. Fuck that!!!!
I am very diplomatic and well spoken at work. I am also an introvert, which means that I really think things through completely before speaking. If I feel like it is important enough for me to say, then it is important enough for you to listen to. I don't expect anyone to agree, but I do expect to be listened to and not cut the fuck off. The divison manager in question lost my respect today. She also happens to be over my old position and I no longer respect her enough to care how bad they need me to be doing 3 jobs. Time for them to step up to the plate and figure it out for themselves. I want out.
And for the others who rely on me in my old position, they can get off their asses and do something for themselves. I don't want to hold their hands or babysit them any longer. It's not my fault that I am smarter and faster than them and I am tired of being punished and taken advantage of because of it.
From the stress I feel like vomitting or crying or beating someone half to death...maybe all of the above.
To top it all off there is a major reorging project taking place in the advertising department. This reorganization effects my old position and the decisions are being made entirely by people who do not understanding what people in that job even do. In a meeting today everyone currently doing that job, as well as myself, were asked our opinions. Well, if you know me at all, I am not shy about informing anyone of my take on things. Some of the set-up made no sense and when I tried to give my thoughts on why other options/scenarios should be considered I was cut off at the fucking knees. I wasn't even given the oppotunity to finish my statement or question. So apparently, they only wanted to be validated, they didn't want real insight. Fuck that!!!!
I am very diplomatic and well spoken at work. I am also an introvert, which means that I really think things through completely before speaking. If I feel like it is important enough for me to say, then it is important enough for you to listen to. I don't expect anyone to agree, but I do expect to be listened to and not cut the fuck off. The divison manager in question lost my respect today. She also happens to be over my old position and I no longer respect her enough to care how bad they need me to be doing 3 jobs. Time for them to step up to the plate and figure it out for themselves. I want out.
And for the others who rely on me in my old position, they can get off their asses and do something for themselves. I don't want to hold their hands or babysit them any longer. It's not my fault that I am smarter and faster than them and I am tired of being punished and taken advantage of because of it.
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I Could Barely Understand Some Of What You Wrote On The First Read.
And You Usually Have The Best Way Of Wording Things, Usually Fuck Off Rants Too.
But Damn, I Really Do Hope Things Start Getting Better Soon.
p.s.- you are a cutie