motherteresa

So, last night I had a fucking breakdown. I am so sick of the pain Im in and worried that I really dont know what to do with myself.

Ive been off of my Prozac for a little while now and thought I was doing pretty good considering my health situation for the past month. Last night was my breaking point and thoughts of death entered my head againI cant let that happen to me again. This morning I started back on the meds.

Im disappointed that I couldnt make it without the pills, but right now taking the meds for the rest of my life if necessary is better than the alternative. Maybe Im weak or maybe Im strong for being able to see my own flawswho knows.