motherchaos

Whew! Steam blown off and I feel tons better today....half a bottle of good wine will do that I guess I hate being whiny over stuff I cannot change, but sometimes you get to feeling overwhelmed and you just have to cave in and blow for a bit...did that, all done (for a while at least).
I only have one more long night of trying to get to sleep and having an empty bed... I hate that But he will be home late tomorrow night and then I can have a shoulder to cry on and set of friendly ears that give a damn. I spent a bit of time stitching, chatting and watching the fighter practice today, so I didn't feel so outside the world.
I will admit that when I left and ran to the grocery store with my daughter, I ran into two friends and their kids at the store...and was too spaced in the head to stop and take the time to chat....that was very stupid of me, and I am sure they possibly thought I was rude....I didn't mean to do that and it didn't click till I left.......I feel stupid....

Anyway, I am intent on looking at this week in a positive way, come hell or high water!
Thanks for the hugs folks I needed then (and still do...)