I'm stuck, at home on a friday night.Nothing new really.I could kill someone tonight.I used to have a full and happy life.Poor choices got me here.In this house in frount of this computer.Waiting.Waiting to get my life back.Waiting to lose my freedom.Waiting to get a letter from my girl.Hopeing for the best,exspecting the worst.I need to prepair myself for the worst.I have not abandonded hope.Nights like to night make it really hard.Am I doing the "right thing"what is the right thing?
veganvixen:
the right thing is to get you shit together. thge wrong thing is to go out partying and gettin drunk every week. you can stay out of trouble by working, and not goin out when you are not at work