mostwanted76

I had a crazy Fourth of july weekend.I'm just recovering,recovered.Today.This week is a wash as far as my painting gig goes.I need to grow some balls and get a scam going some thing to suplement my income.I'm liveing way below the level I've grown acustom to. At least I'm not in the can.Its good to be free!But can I live too?really can I live?!I need to send my girl some cash too.I haven't sent any funds in ages.I feel bad when I spend $ on getting high and other shit.It aint right.I get mad at myself Shit my little brother got some little thing on the side.I wanted to partner up on some thing.He was not haveing it.I can't blame him. I'm still in a shit load of trouble.