In the wake of disaster I had a lovely day. The only real metephysical store around where I live had to close. Sike and I hung out there for a few hours. That may sound lame to you, but the owners are our friends. Sike was buying some stuff and she tried to use her debit card, but they couldn't take debit cards so the owner said we could just take the stuff and pay her whenever. How nice is that? I ended up giving her a post dated check, but she so would have let us walk out of there with everything and not paying a dime. They do still have an online store, so if any pagans out there are reading this and need a kewl, cheap place to buy supplies and what not go to Whisperedprayers.com Good stuff. So, that was the sad part of yesterday. The happy part was just that I got to spend a bunch of time with Sike alone. She was actually happy all day, so that naturally made me happy. So much rambling and no one to read it. What a waste. 
dravenraine:
Awww you never know baby, strange things happen... this is more than I could have dreamed of, I couldn't ask for a better life. Its not like it has always been this way either, my world came to shithole and I was ready to give up on everything that I was chasing, then out of nowhere I wasn't chasing it anymore..I hope everything you want you get 
shayne:
thanks for the sweet comment. Carmen the dummy is happily living in my closet. I do prefer living flesh.. preferably no plastic.. but tattoos all the way... and piercings. sigh.