mortuusnox

work has been a drag lately. being a supervisor sux. eventualy everyone that works under you ends up thinking that you're on a power trip, or that you're being unfair, or whatever. i just recently had an employee tell me that a whole department thinks that i'm mean. i know that i'm not mean, but it still hurt my feelings. i need a vacation. i know, i know, everyone says that, but i mean it. not just time off work either. i need to go somewhere and do something fun - have some out of the ordinary fun. i definately feel as though i'm in a rut. i sleep, get up, go to work, come home, walk my dog, drink a beer or two, eat dinner, read, go to bed. every single fucking day, that is what i do. oh, i forgot, if my gf is over and feeling randy i get to fuck once and a while too. i want more, but the problem is that i don't know what i want. just something different. anything fun, exciting, but most of all different.

bleh