mortius

more things change the more they stay the same.

changed jobs when i thought there was a chance at there being something between us...had a one night stand i thought wasn't gonna be...get to the new job and it's more money, more hours and more laid back like she said...but that place is so inefficient and there was no one to train and teach me their entirely different mode of operation i end up falling into a bottle again and try to endure...she naturally drifts away from me and ends up getting proposed to by someone i never knew existed...she didn't even mention it to me, i found out through gossip at work...i thought we were way closer than the truth. knowing i'd keep going deeper and deeper into my head everyday i quit.
quit a job with plenty of pluses and few negatives to join a girl promising more pluses and her which i then quit when i lost the girl

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