Mr. Lonely
blah...I'm not supposed to sit around the house because it compounds my depression, but hell...no job, no love interest, no goal...my life would make a shitty movie.
this really sucks! I want a job, a love, a goal...but it just doesn't seem to be the way the world turns for me...and all i can think of is pitying myself. The only women who seem interested in my are women i'm not particularly interested in AND all the women i have interest in are totally indifferent to me or have a man already (and they're all stunningly better than me)
I've been told that i'm a great distraction; great for losing focus on life but never a permanent fixture. Right now i don't even fill that role...and people wonder why i just wanna stay fucked up all the time! I wish i was fucked up right now, but i'm stuck at the house and can't even forget myself for a little while.
Life is really getting really pointless and i'm tired of looking for one.
blah...I'm not supposed to sit around the house because it compounds my depression, but hell...no job, no love interest, no goal...my life would make a shitty movie.
this really sucks! I want a job, a love, a goal...but it just doesn't seem to be the way the world turns for me...and all i can think of is pitying myself. The only women who seem interested in my are women i'm not particularly interested in AND all the women i have interest in are totally indifferent to me or have a man already (and they're all stunningly better than me)
I've been told that i'm a great distraction; great for losing focus on life but never a permanent fixture. Right now i don't even fill that role...and people wonder why i just wanna stay fucked up all the time! I wish i was fucked up right now, but i'm stuck at the house and can't even forget myself for a little while.
Life is really getting really pointless and i'm tired of looking for one.