EvilVampireRyoko (12:57:56 AM): mew?
Mortius Risen (12:58:41 AM): sup girl
EvilVampireRyoko (12:59:06 AM): not a whole lot..was sleeping but my comp woke me up..
Mortius Risen (12:59:35 AM): how ya feelin'?
EvilVampireRyoko (1:00:02 AM): bleh.. I could use someone to hold me right now..btw sorry about last night
Mortius Risen (1:00:30 AM): hey...no reason to be sorry
Mortius Risen (1:01:32 AM): i just wish i was what you needed
EvilVampireRyoko (1:01:34 AM): youre more of a man then i was willing to admit..most people would have took advantage
EvilVampireRyoko (1:02:11 AM): Why do you say that?
Mortius Risen (1:03:22 AM): i just feel we both need stronger people than either one of us can support...
Mortius Risen (1:03:48 AM): we both need strong people and i'm afraid i'm not strong enough
EvilVampireRyoko (1:04:01 AM): How do you know if you don't try?
Mortius Risen (1:08:21 AM): i've tried before, i'm not saying you're like those that i've been with before...but i see the signs that we may depreciate each other...call it experience or psychosis, but i'm just not sure either one of us could help each other find what we really need
Mortius Risen (1:09:31 AM): i really want to be your friend...i'm just not sure if i could be your lover
EvilVampireRyoko (1:10:04 AM): brb
EvilVampireRyoko (1:13:03 AM): I think your folding your cardsa little early..you saw me yesterday not onmy meds...i'm usually a little more stable, that and the lonliness gets to me way too much..
EvilVampireRyoko (1:14:52 AM): but if thats how you feel then i'm not going to get my hopes up and being like oh he'll change his mind later..i'm not going to set my self up to get hurt like that
Mortius Risen (1:24:25 AM): which is why i said all these things, i like you and respect you...i just honestly feel we woould end up enabiling each other...you need a stronger person than i can provide
EvilVampireRyoko (1:27:58 AM): yea sure
EvilVampireRyoko (1:28:33 AM): i'm off to bed..i'll talk to you whenever..*kisses cheek* night
Mortius Risen (1:28:51 AM): night-night
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Mortius Risen (12:58:41 AM): sup girl
EvilVampireRyoko (12:59:06 AM): not a whole lot..was sleeping but my comp woke me up..
Mortius Risen (12:59:35 AM): how ya feelin'?
EvilVampireRyoko (1:00:02 AM): bleh.. I could use someone to hold me right now..btw sorry about last night
Mortius Risen (1:00:30 AM): hey...no reason to be sorry
Mortius Risen (1:01:32 AM): i just wish i was what you needed
EvilVampireRyoko (1:01:34 AM): youre more of a man then i was willing to admit..most people would have took advantage
EvilVampireRyoko (1:02:11 AM): Why do you say that?
Mortius Risen (1:03:22 AM): i just feel we both need stronger people than either one of us can support...
Mortius Risen (1:03:48 AM): we both need strong people and i'm afraid i'm not strong enough
EvilVampireRyoko (1:04:01 AM): How do you know if you don't try?
Mortius Risen (1:08:21 AM): i've tried before, i'm not saying you're like those that i've been with before...but i see the signs that we may depreciate each other...call it experience or psychosis, but i'm just not sure either one of us could help each other find what we really need
Mortius Risen (1:09:31 AM): i really want to be your friend...i'm just not sure if i could be your lover
EvilVampireRyoko (1:10:04 AM): brb
EvilVampireRyoko (1:13:03 AM): I think your folding your cardsa little early..you saw me yesterday not onmy meds...i'm usually a little more stable, that and the lonliness gets to me way too much..
EvilVampireRyoko (1:14:52 AM): but if thats how you feel then i'm not going to get my hopes up and being like oh he'll change his mind later..i'm not going to set my self up to get hurt like that
Mortius Risen (1:24:25 AM): which is why i said all these things, i like you and respect you...i just honestly feel we woould end up enabiling each other...you need a stronger person than i can provide
EvilVampireRyoko (1:27:58 AM): yea sure
EvilVampireRyoko (1:28:33 AM): i'm off to bed..i'll talk to you whenever..*kisses cheek* night
Mortius Risen (1:28:51 AM): night-night
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as a former full time enabler i avoid anyone i am over eager to assist.
how are you?