mortius

well hell, i went on that okcupid place and filled out all the stuff, and who do i meet...another chick as crazy as i am and not in the good way. plus as it is i'm not attracted to her physically...but being lonely as hell, we go out and end up making out, get a lil bj action, but can't cum! i mean is my head so fucked up that i can't even enjoy a bj without getting stuck in my head thinking about how i've been burned in the past?!? now she wants to build a relationship and i could care less about her...so now what the fuck do i do? she likes D&D and WoW...i play neither. why can't i find someone i'm attracted to and is attracted to me?!? what the fuck
i mean, i hope i don't sound shallow...but when lord whens gonna be my time?