I just had a amazing show experence. It was like I knew 200 people there tonight, and they all like/love me. So I felt like I was just around my family. It was so nice and peaceful, as much as it can at a power metal show. This is not even my favorite type of music, I mostly listen to slower folk type acts. Bright Eyes being a favorite and a benchmark. But sometimes a band comes along that throws me a curve ball. Like Gym Class Heros. If you ask my friends they will tell you I have a great dislike for newer hip0hop and rap. But I love these guys! Driving to SLC at the end of the month to go and see them! I cannot wait! Road trip!
But anyways, back to the show tonight! It was amazing. My little group was made up by 5 super beautiful wonderful girls who I love very much. We had our own little dance party and it was fantastic. I knew no matter how shitty I danced no other guys there could make fun of me. Because while they are alone and being lame at a metal show I am hang out with a couple of very attractive, smart, and funny girls. What What?
After the show my little sister Noelle, Chris, and I all went out to this little fancy french cafe' downtown and ordered very fancy junk food. Very fun for me and my tummy!
So, on another note. I love life. After some long akward years I have a little bit of self esteem and I like myself. I accept things about myself and have embraced them. I used to slave away always trying to help people and make them happy. It was taxing mind, body, and soul. I could not keep it up. Till one day I found that I just had to let myself go and start living for myself and doing things that made ME happy. Those things happen to also help people! I have picked up a bunch of fun hobbies and it is just great! Right now I still have girl problems... But the good kind! I know that 7 girls like me and want more with me. They are all really great girls. It is really flattering! Mygoodness! I have no idea where to start. Relationships make me still afraid. I have no idea what to do. Just still with my cuddle buddy I guess.
Latenight half drunk ramblings. Sorry!
Goodnight!
But anyways, back to the show tonight! It was amazing. My little group was made up by 5 super beautiful wonderful girls who I love very much. We had our own little dance party and it was fantastic. I knew no matter how shitty I danced no other guys there could make fun of me. Because while they are alone and being lame at a metal show I am hang out with a couple of very attractive, smart, and funny girls. What What?
After the show my little sister Noelle, Chris, and I all went out to this little fancy french cafe' downtown and ordered very fancy junk food. Very fun for me and my tummy!
So, on another note. I love life. After some long akward years I have a little bit of self esteem and I like myself. I accept things about myself and have embraced them. I used to slave away always trying to help people and make them happy. It was taxing mind, body, and soul. I could not keep it up. Till one day I found that I just had to let myself go and start living for myself and doing things that made ME happy. Those things happen to also help people! I have picked up a bunch of fun hobbies and it is just great! Right now I still have girl problems... But the good kind! I know that 7 girls like me and want more with me. They are all really great girls. It is really flattering! Mygoodness! I have no idea where to start. Relationships make me still afraid. I have no idea what to do. Just still with my cuddle buddy I guess.
Latenight half drunk ramblings. Sorry!
Goodnight!