FUCKING STRESS! FUCKING MONEY!
FUCK!!!
I have $20 to my name. I don't have a job, and I can't get a job because I'm going to school full time, starting the 31st, from 8:30am - 9pm. I'm literally broke. My dad's trying to help me out, but he doesn't have much either. My mom might be able to help me out, but I doubt she'd want to. I don't have any paid modeling gigs coming up, and I really don't know what to do. I have a donations button for my PayPal, but no one's donating me anything. I'm so fucking stressed...I don't know what to do. $20 pays for a week of gas if i only drive from school to home.
I'm so god damn stressed right now. I feel bad for my boyfriend. I'm taking all this out on him. He hasn't done a paid shoot in months, and he works part time at McDonald's. We were living pay check to pay check while cutting into my birthday/Chirstmas money since January. Now, we're definitely screwed.
You know what also sucks? The fact that I know people are going to read this and say "Oh, look. That skank Niki and her asshole boyfriend Jack are broke. HAHA" all because there are people who don't like me and/or him. And, those people, for the most part, are my old friends. Yes, less than 6 months ago, I called those cowardly bitches my friends.
*sigh*
Fuck.
NO MORE PAYPAL LINKS HERE
FUCK!!!
I have $20 to my name. I don't have a job, and I can't get a job because I'm going to school full time, starting the 31st, from 8:30am - 9pm. I'm literally broke. My dad's trying to help me out, but he doesn't have much either. My mom might be able to help me out, but I doubt she'd want to. I don't have any paid modeling gigs coming up, and I really don't know what to do. I have a donations button for my PayPal, but no one's donating me anything. I'm so fucking stressed...I don't know what to do. $20 pays for a week of gas if i only drive from school to home.
I'm so god damn stressed right now. I feel bad for my boyfriend. I'm taking all this out on him. He hasn't done a paid shoot in months, and he works part time at McDonald's. We were living pay check to pay check while cutting into my birthday/Chirstmas money since January. Now, we're definitely screwed.
You know what also sucks? The fact that I know people are going to read this and say "Oh, look. That skank Niki and her asshole boyfriend Jack are broke. HAHA" all because there are people who don't like me and/or him. And, those people, for the most part, are my old friends. Yes, less than 6 months ago, I called those cowardly bitches my friends.
*sigh*
Fuck.
NO MORE PAYPAL LINKS HERE
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If people are gonna talk shit in private about ME, why can't I bring it into the open?
Still confused about that one...