morrow

well. its gotten a bit better... i still pretty much ache all over but at least i feel like ill live. he drove out to see me sunday and we spent the day together.. and it was... confusing.. i dont think he knows what he wants... but i feel like no matter what happens, ill be ok.

and i got a new job starting next week im going to be tattooing at 264 custom on melrose.. its fancier, has way shorter hours and is an all custom shop. no flash. and every week ill have either saturday or sunday off.. so i can actually have life again.

a friend came over to my apt last night and we went driving. its insane that ive lived in LA for so long without a car.. or even knowing how to drive. but it went extremely well. driving is easy! after only 20 minutes i felt like i could drive anywhere.. im buying a black scion in a couple of months.. the little box one... theyre comfortable and ive wanted one forever. i cant even imagine how my life is going to change once im not bus-bound.


gotta get ready for work.. i figured id give the shop that im at now a couple of days to replace me.

be back on soon
oxox

oh and i bleached out a couple of streaks of my hair... needs to be done one more time but i like it