morrow

so. yesterday.. was pretty much the worst day of my life. i just got dumped.

and it was COMPLETELY out of nowhere. the day before my bf and i were planning all these things for this week, the next he's calling me and saying " i just dont to be with you". i have no idea what happened. but it fucking hurts worse than anything i can put into words. when we went to dinner a few days before he kept looking over at me and you could almost see tiny hearts in his eyes. we've never had an argument. ever.

this was one of the greatest guys ive ever known. and now he wont be calling me "boo" anymore. or texting me. or holding my hand.

i feel like the ugliest, grossest, most boring person in the whole world. and i cant figure this out. but its completely done.

i seriously want to stab myself in the gut repeatedly