morningbloom

Not happy. Things went exactly as I expected them to. sadly. I was hoping for once they'd surprise me, but not this time. At least they're consistant.

Basically what it boils down to is I'll never get their blessing if I make this move without marrying Casey first. I think I've made the best choice out of what I was given. Casey makes me happy and he loves me. He shows more commitment to me in one hour of one day than some married people see their entire lives. If only my family knew the real me...they'd for sure.

I told him this, this weekend. My parents are my background and thats important to me, no doubt, but Casey is my future. I dont want to imagine life without him. Thanks everyone for your kind words and advice. I'm in a bad mood, this is gonna be a long difficult week. I'm gonna need some lovin'.



Edited to add: I'm getting a roommate...for the last 3 weeks of school...weird. Here's to hoping shes nice and cute and likes to get naked. lol Damn, means I have to clean off the other bed...