Spring break is over...huge sad face. Had a BLAST doing mostly nothing with Casey all week. He had to work and stuff. But we still got to spend some quality time together 
I truly love that man more than I know how to explain. I've never in my life been so blessed or happy ( 
I know)
Amanda may be coming down (yay) for part of her spring break. I miss her and I feel us growing apart and I dont like it.
Right now I really just want to go to Vegas with Casey and be done with it...not wait around and finish school here or anything like that. I'm just weary of it. But I'm tired of having these decisions hanging over my head. Possibly wont have to make the decision myself...the prospect of that is somewhat relieving in a strange way. I dont know, mindless ramblings. So many feelings, so many mixed emotions, I just dont know what to do. I dont want my family to be disappointed. No one believes I'll finish school if I leave now, but I dont want to be apart. No doubt in my mind that we'd make it, I just dont want to miss anymore of his life...of our life.
Blah...fucking mondays.
Weird pain in my side, unexplained nausea, what is wrong with me???
On Edit: added todays joke
Jack was going to be married to Jill, so his father sat him down for a
little chat. "Jack, let me tell you something. On my wedding night in our honeymoon suite, I took off my pants, handed them to your mother, and said, 'Here try these on.'
So she did and said, 'These are too big. I can't wear them.' So I replied
'Exactly. I wear the pants in this family and I always will.'
Ever since that night we have never had any problems."
Jack thinks that might be good advice. So on his honeymoon, Jack takes off
his pants and says to Jill, "Here, try these on." She does and says,
"These are too large; they don't fit me." So Jack says, "Exactly.
I wear the pants in this family and I always will, and I don't want you to ever forget that."
Jill takes off her pants, hands them to Jack, and says, "Here, you try on
mine." He does and says, "I can't get into your pants." Jill says, "Exactly. And if
you don't change your attitude, you never will."
I truly love that man more than I know how to explain. I've never in my life been so blessed or happy ( I know)
Amanda may be coming down (yay) for part of her spring break. I miss her and I feel us growing apart and I dont like it.
Right now I really just want to go to Vegas with Casey and be done with it...not wait around and finish school here or anything like that. I'm just weary of it. But I'm tired of having these decisions hanging over my head. Possibly wont have to make the decision myself...the prospect of that is somewhat relieving in a strange way. I dont know, mindless ramblings. So many feelings, so many mixed emotions, I just dont know what to do. I dont want my family to be disappointed. No one believes I'll finish school if I leave now, but I dont want to be apart. No doubt in my mind that we'd make it, I just dont want to miss anymore of his life...of our life.
Blah...fucking mondays.
Weird pain in my side, unexplained nausea, what is wrong with me???
On Edit: added todays joke
Jack was going to be married to Jill, so his father sat him down for a
little chat. "Jack, let me tell you something. On my wedding night in our honeymoon suite, I took off my pants, handed them to your mother, and said, 'Here try these on.'
So she did and said, 'These are too big. I can't wear them.' So I replied
'Exactly. I wear the pants in this family and I always will.'
Ever since that night we have never had any problems."
Jack thinks that might be good advice. So on his honeymoon, Jack takes off
his pants and says to Jill, "Here, try these on." She does and says,
"These are too large; they don't fit me." So Jack says, "Exactly.
I wear the pants in this family and I always will, and I don't want you to ever forget that."
Jill takes off her pants, hands them to Jack, and says, "Here, you try on
mine." He does and says, "I can't get into your pants." Jill says, "Exactly. And if
you don't change your attitude, you never will."
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suxors on teh schul thingie.... get the degree and then go though, it'll feel so much better just to have it completed.