So apparently my toiletpaper/toothpaste/hand soap buying habits are breaking my families bank 
And by habits I mean, buying them when I run out...
I'm killing my mother (says my father) Shes going to lose it, having to work full time to put me through school, paying my TWO (oh god!!) bills. Car insurance, and phone...Perhaps I'm a spoiled brat here, but this upsets me. I spend less money than anyone I know...my clothes are falling apart, I wont buy cleaning supplies to clean my poor unhappy moldy fridge because I know my parents will question the Wal-mart bill and I cant warrant buying an entire bottle of whatever to clean my fridge once. GOSH! Really I dont know what else to do at this point. I skip meals so that my food money lasts longer (at least I lose weight
)
I would get a job, but then my grades would drop...significantly...I know from experience. I'm in 5 honors classes. I wouldnt mind, if it werent that my parents spend whatever they feel like on themselves...it is their money, I have no problems with them spending it to their own enjoyment, but PLEASE dont give me shit about buying toilet paper and books when you promised to put me through school. Its not like they pay tuition...I have scholarships.
Sorry, I'm just frustrated. At this point, leaving USC next semester and moving to Vegas with Casey seems like the best plan...He's so good to me, stayed up an extra hour on the phone with me last night so I could vent about this...and trying to search for solutions. I love him so much
Fucking frustrated
And by habits I mean, buying them when I run out...
I'm killing my mother (says my father) Shes going to lose it, having to work full time to put me through school, paying my TWO (oh god!!) bills. Car insurance, and phone...Perhaps I'm a spoiled brat here, but this upsets me. I spend less money than anyone I know...my clothes are falling apart, I wont buy cleaning supplies to clean my poor unhappy moldy fridge because I know my parents will question the Wal-mart bill and I cant warrant buying an entire bottle of whatever to clean my fridge once. GOSH! Really I dont know what else to do at this point. I skip meals so that my food money lasts longer (at least I lose weight
)
I would get a job, but then my grades would drop...significantly...I know from experience. I'm in 5 honors classes. I wouldnt mind, if it werent that my parents spend whatever they feel like on themselves...it is their money, I have no problems with them spending it to their own enjoyment, but PLEASE dont give me shit about buying toilet paper and books when you promised to put me through school. Its not like they pay tuition...I have scholarships.
Sorry, I'm just frustrated. At this point, leaving USC next semester and moving to Vegas with Casey seems like the best plan...He's so good to me, stayed up an extra hour on the phone with me last night so I could vent about this...and trying to search for solutions. I love him so much
Fucking frustrated
sucks but just sit and talk it out with your parents... don't avoid it or it'll blow up later
smiles kiddo