there once was a girl i knew who was so in love with a boy, but thought she could never have him. thought he deserved so much better than what he had, but couldn't give him what he needed. then one day out of the blue, they stole a forbidden kiss in the middle of a dark rainy night. from that moment on that girl knew that that boy was the only thing in her life that she ever truly loved, and felt the same love back.
finally she was his, and he was hers. they shared a love like no other. so many lonely nights now brightened by a boy who seemed to wear a flashlight. so many rainy days now dry because he also seemed to always have an umbrella. tears of sadness never dripped down her face, because he was always there to wipe them away so that only tears of joy could be seen. words so sweet, so pure, and so true that not even the word "LOVE" was strong enough to them.
but one day it all went away. went away so fast that she didn't even have a chance to catch her breath. her ears bled to hear of how his love was shared with someone else. and this intoxicated event made her weak, sick, and heartbroken. her soul felt the way you feel right before you know a car is going to hit you. when your body tenses up as you wait for the impact. she looked for ways that her life would be okay, and that she could survive. but the nights were pitch black, and she could never find a flashlight. now as soon as the sun came out, rain clouds formed and hail fell from the sky like rocks and she discovered that they were made from her tears of pain and sadness. and that boy wasn't there to wipe them away.
"how do you do this?" she asked herself every night as she cried herself to sleep. "how do you make all this rain go away, where is my light?" the only answer she could find was her half empty white bottle and a razor who once helped her before. tho this wasn't her answer, it wasn't her light, but it made all her sadness go away for at least one day.
she stared into the mirror into her blood shot eyes and asked herself how could such a thing be replaced? how could she ever find another love? how could she ever feel as good as she did when her lips met his? when her eyes looked into his? how could she feel as excited as she did when she would catch him staring at her from across the room, and when she asked why his only answer was a smile? who's shoulder would be there? who's laugh would make her laugh? who's towl would she pick up off the bathroom floor? who's head would she scratch? who would hold her hand in the dark? who would sing her songs when she was sick? who would kiss her hand? who?
but finally one day that boy came back. and she forgave him. but what about all the pain? its still there. what about all those other days that weren't so bright? could it be brightened? could their friendship be repaired? could he one day be her light? could she be his? could they wipe away each other's tears? could they once again be so strong? could they once again be in love? could they be the one's meant for each other?
could they?
finally she was his, and he was hers. they shared a love like no other. so many lonely nights now brightened by a boy who seemed to wear a flashlight. so many rainy days now dry because he also seemed to always have an umbrella. tears of sadness never dripped down her face, because he was always there to wipe them away so that only tears of joy could be seen. words so sweet, so pure, and so true that not even the word "LOVE" was strong enough to them.
but one day it all went away. went away so fast that she didn't even have a chance to catch her breath. her ears bled to hear of how his love was shared with someone else. and this intoxicated event made her weak, sick, and heartbroken. her soul felt the way you feel right before you know a car is going to hit you. when your body tenses up as you wait for the impact. she looked for ways that her life would be okay, and that she could survive. but the nights were pitch black, and she could never find a flashlight. now as soon as the sun came out, rain clouds formed and hail fell from the sky like rocks and she discovered that they were made from her tears of pain and sadness. and that boy wasn't there to wipe them away.
"how do you do this?" she asked herself every night as she cried herself to sleep. "how do you make all this rain go away, where is my light?" the only answer she could find was her half empty white bottle and a razor who once helped her before. tho this wasn't her answer, it wasn't her light, but it made all her sadness go away for at least one day.
she stared into the mirror into her blood shot eyes and asked herself how could such a thing be replaced? how could she ever find another love? how could she ever feel as good as she did when her lips met his? when her eyes looked into his? how could she feel as excited as she did when she would catch him staring at her from across the room, and when she asked why his only answer was a smile? who's shoulder would be there? who's laugh would make her laugh? who's towl would she pick up off the bathroom floor? who's head would she scratch? who would hold her hand in the dark? who would sing her songs when she was sick? who would kiss her hand? who?
but finally one day that boy came back. and she forgave him. but what about all the pain? its still there. what about all those other days that weren't so bright? could it be brightened? could their friendship be repaired? could he one day be her light? could she be his? could they wipe away each other's tears? could they once again be so strong? could they once again be in love? could they be the one's meant for each other?
could they?
christinarenee:
hey whats your actualy name...?? just curious.....