morella

I just don't feel like doing anything today. I can't motivate myself to get anything done. I walked by my dishes in the sink, walked past my laundry, stared at the tv, listened to some music, and now i've been f*ing around online for hours. I am just so beat. When I get like this I feel like a useless blob. Like a lazy ass. Blah. I really want to paint a picture for one of my friends/doctors that will be leaving my clinic but I didn't feel creative today. I definitely will have to do it tomorrow cause I use oils and it HAS to be dry in time for her to leave on like the 20th. Sigh. Whenever a new associate starts at my hospital they get annoyed with the partners of the hospital and the pay (just as we all are) and move on. Not that I can blame them. It just makes me sad. I'll have to go visit her and the other doc that are leaving. Chicago isn't THAT far... sigh... well. I think I'll go take my pooches outside. Maybe that will help me feel like getting up and doing something..