mordimius

well i am really fucking confused lately, i talked to pixidust the other night and i really enjoyed that i really needed to talk to her tonight but she had company and that is cool she did not want to be rude. but if you read this i really need to talk to you, for my sanity i need to talk to you tomarrow. plz.

well my band had to change its name we found out the one we had before was taken already so we are now going to be called girl on girl, it is an interesting title i know but hey it is catchy no? well all in all it is starting to roll with the band i am very fucking happy about that too, i have been waiting for this for years and now here it is

we are thinking on covering some locust and maybe paint it black as well as metalica's one maybe don't know for sure. well damn i need to talk to her i am going nuts. but i will speak to her tomarrow hopefully.


well baby you have done it again
i fucking hate the way you do this
take my gun and shoot the face of depression
god damn the infernal ways of your kiss
fuck the masocistic lords with sadis practice

well baby take this knife turn it counter clockwise now
you like what i have done with the place
years of insanity does that, i can teach you
hell has opened your heart to me
take this gift of time open it when apocolypse is here

damn it girl why is it that you make me do these things
i finnaly carved you out of me
my face is on the ground spit on it as you have before
grind my feet into pulp i need not walk any more
i am torn apart i am fake and dark
emptyness is an excuss for the weak and mindless
i am weak
and mindless
give it back give it back



i just wrote that while i was typing out my journal entry it wil be a song no title yet. i am thinking about the dawn of a village fool.