A tear I cry once every night
everything is wrong, not the way I wanted it to be
I'm still stuck as I was before
Thoughts of suicide looming my head once again
Why was it too good to be true?
You lied to me
Why?
Thought you cared + loved me?
Was it all just an act?
You played your part perfect.
I did love you & stayed true
How do I live my life now?
Just bury you deep in my heart until the day I die and see you in Heaven?
Then what?
What will you say to fix my life of misery?
I must move on, yes I know this much true
So ashamed and depressed
........something I just found in my phone. No date or anything when I wrote it....I should go do the deed but i'd fuck it up since i'm a fuck up but at least rigor mortis would have some cool pictures to look at...
i'm sorry
everything is wrong, not the way I wanted it to be
I'm still stuck as I was before
Thoughts of suicide looming my head once again
Why was it too good to be true?
You lied to me
Why?
Thought you cared + loved me?
Was it all just an act?
You played your part perfect.
I did love you & stayed true
How do I live my life now?
Just bury you deep in my heart until the day I die and see you in Heaven?
Then what?
What will you say to fix my life of misery?
I must move on, yes I know this much true
So ashamed and depressed
........something I just found in my phone. No date or anything when I wrote it....I should go do the deed but i'd fuck it up since i'm a fuck up but at least rigor mortis would have some cool pictures to look at...
i'm sorry
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Thank you. I hope I get it but at this rate its looking slim. I started cleaning BECAUSE of the storm. I had thunder and lightening, so I dont like to be on the computer when its like that so I closed down and I cleaned. When it let up a little I took a break and I went back on the computer.
no tattoos? What would you want?!