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Funeral for the resident that passed away is tomorrow. I regret not having any real dress clothes. Jeans, dress shirt, and tie will have to do.

Haven't had a good week....home the next is better.
niobe:
*hugs*
user02840824:
I hope it's not too stressful on you, Hun, and that you're able to get some much-needed rest.
Maybe the kitten playing with my hair can help cheer you up:





*hugs*
kiss
Annastasia
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Dinner with the coworkers was great. We all had a good time, ate good food, drank good drink(one of us more than the others), and talked about what happened without breaking down.

I feel like the three of us are going to be okay, and I honestly can even think about working anywhere else with anyone else. Now i gotta think about getting a second...
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user02840824:
I'm glad you are coping through this; hard thing to deal with; but also that at least it doesn't seem to be pushing you to burnout, which is very common among those working in social services
Mmm, maybe I should have waited to read your blog, all that talk of dinner made me hungry!
Been nice IMing, Cutie,
kiss
niobe:
I am the happiest I have ever been. When you just let everything go and just stop waiting for the expectations of what you really want, life is good. I am happy with who I am and what I have. The rest will come in time. And I have accepted that.
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Today is a better day. I'm coping with what happened at work, and am meeting my two other weekend staff for dinner tonight so we can sit down and try to talk things out.

On a bright side, I will be watching my friends 1 year old for an hour while she gives a massage. Now the question is will I manage to watch her...
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user02840824:
A lot of women my age are going through that whole biological clock ticking louder thing, but I think my clock is broken. *shrug* I do like most kids, but do appreciate being able to give them back to their parents after a while. I was often annoyed with other kids when I was kid, and usually prefered adult company who could understand me, as my parents had a tendancy to fill my head with political/social issues instead of very many fairy tales. When I was 6, they worried about the Grimm Bros tales and Popeye (but not Looney Toons, since it was mostly animal, as opposed to people, violence, they forgot Elmer Fudd and Yosemite Sam!) being too violent, but had no problem taking me to documentaries of the bombings of Hiroshima and Nagasaki. whatever
Glad your day is going better,
kiss
heartbaker:
Thank you
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I'm having a really bad day.

I've edited out what happened because I don't think it was professional to post it. If you are really concerned just send me a message and I will share privately.

I really need something to cheer me up, any ideas?
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niobe:
*hugs*
user02840824:
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Getting prepared to get p for work early again. I'm really starting to get used to the long weekend. It helps that I love my residents and look forward to seeing them each week.

The high functioning girl we had moved to another group home in the company. It will be weird not having her there, but she agitated the rest of the clients, so...
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niobe:
Have a good weekend.
user02840824:
Been good chatting with you, Sweetie! Glad the new ring is helping wink blush kiss
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So for those of you who might actually follow my posts, today I went to the piercer to get my ring change due to the slight pain experienced during erections. I decided to buy a curved barbell, and a bigger ball to prevent it from entering my urethra. Too much information right?

No pictures yet, I'll try to get a few up tomorrow.

Everyone have...
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sadistc:
Wow, I can officially say I have now seen simon's cock biggrin never thought that would be an achievement in life.

Also, owie? The curved one looks liek it'll do a world of good actually. Hope Jenelle has some fun with it once it heals biggrin

You should do the nips next, so fun.
dryad:
oh man, me too!
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So sleepy, one more day of training, thank goodness.

Tomorrow I go back to the piercer, because whenever I get an erection it's a little uncomfortable. Nothing unbearable, but I want to get his opinion on what can be done. Probably just change the size of the ring I have.
user02840824:
kiss shocked. kiss
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Home from 39 hours in two day, with 20 hours of training this week before going back for another 30 hours.

When do I get to sleep?
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user02840824:
love THANK YOU!!! love
kiss
heartbaker:
Hehehe how are you?
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SCENE I. France. Before Harfleur.

Alarum. Enter KING HENRY, EXETER, BEDFORD, GLOUCESTER, and Soldiers, with scaling-ladders

KING HENRY V

Once more unto the breach, dear friends, once more;
Or close the wall up with our English dead.
In peace there's nothing so becomes a man
As modest stillness and humility:
But when the blast of war blows in our ears,
Then imitate the action of...
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niobe:
Thank you kind sir! kiss
user02840824:
St. Crispian's Day Speech
William Shakespeare, 1599
Enter the KING
WESTMORELAND. O that we now had here
But one ten thousand of those men in England
That do no work to-day!
KING. What's he that wishes so?
My cousin Westmoreland? No, my fair cousin;
If we are mark'd to die, we are enow
To do our country loss; and if to live,
The fewer men, the greater share of honour.
God's will! I pray thee, wish not one man more.
By Jove, I am not covetous for gold,
Nor care I who doth feed upon my cost;
It yearns me not if men my garments wear;
Such outward things dwell not in my desires.
But if it be a sin to covet honour,
I am the most offending soul alive.
No, faith, my coz, wish not a man from England. God's peace! I would not lose so great an honour As one man more methinks would share from me For the best hope I have. O, do not wish one more! Rather proclaim it, Westmoreland, through my host,
That he which hath no stomach to this fight,
Let him depart; his passport shall be made,
And crowns for convoy put into his purse;
We would not die in that man's company
That fears his fellowship to die with us.
This day is call'd the feast of Crispian.
He that outlives this day, and comes safe home, Will stand a tip-toe when this day is nam'd,
And rouse him at the name of Crispian.
He that shall live this day, and see old age,
Will yearly on the vigil feast his neighbours,
And say 'To-morrow is Saint Crispian.'
Then will he strip his sleeve and show his scars, And say 'These wounds I had on Crispian's day.'
Old men forget; yet all shall be forgot,
But he'll remember, with advantages,
What feats he did that day. Then shall our names, Familiar in his mouth as household words-
Harry the King, Bedford and Exeter, Warwick and Talbot, Salisbury and Gloucester-
Be in their flowing cups freshly rememb'red.
This story shall the good man teach his son;
And Crispin Crispian shall ne'er go by,
From this day to the ending of the world,
But we in it shall be remembered-
We few, we happy few, we band of brothers;
For he to-day that sheds his blood with me
Shall be my brother; be he ne'er so vile,
This day shall gentle his condition;
And gentlemen in England now-a-bed
Shall think themselves accurs'd they were not here,
And hold their manhoods cheap whiles any speaks That fought with us upon Saint Crispian's day!
*I love Kenneth Branagh's version; used to have a cassette of the musical score for the movie*
kiss
Annastasia
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Another nonsense and unimportant update.

I've been having a lot of ups and downs lately. I can't seem to stay happy for more than a couple of hours before I hit a really bad low. I have no idea whats going on, or what could be causing it. The only saving grace is that it isn't affecting my marriage or my job. I just hope...
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dear_:
I hope you feel better. frown

Thank you for the nice words, though!
♥
user02840824:
Yeah, the ups-and-downs and blahs seem to be going around lately. *hugs*
kiss
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I am now officially at the one week mark for healing, and it's going great. The only complaint I have is that I still can't walk normally, because of it bumping around in my pants, I'm really pleased with it, I still don't know what possessed me to get it in the first place honestly, but it's been exactly the kind of change that I...
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niobe:
I am glad you are liking it. smile And I am glad it's healing nicely.

have a great weekend. smile
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Went to see "9" today. It was amazing, I would suggest it to anyone considering.