hello there suicideland im bored and lonely, its sad right. im just rethinking my entire existence right now and heading towards big things but also backing away. im trying to make a major risk but i also just wanna sit in my cocoon of a condo. i wanna do art constantly but i also just wanna sit in front of the tv-my life is one big fucking dichotomy. maybe there are two of me. in my head. yelling at each other.