Very angsty, angry releasing rage and going crazy right now. and for some reason that makes me feel like making stylish clothing and accessories.
Huge outbursts of emotion make me very creative, I need to expiriment with this.
Ok so not a good idea to catch up on a girl...Who absolutly confused the hell out of you and dumped you in the most painful way possible... By reading back on her LJ. Because then she mentions her boyfriend, and it make you frenzy.
I'm trying very hard to remain friends with her because she's an awesome girl and I promised her that no matter what happened, I'd remain her friend. I really didn't see the end comming so soon. But whatever.
I 've found myself putting on real awesome clothes and trying to find ways of making myself look cooler. So at the moment I'm ripping apart some old ammo pouches for the velcro so I can make wrists bands out of my old black web belt now that I have two new ones. Which I am wearing crooked on either hip,
Tried to take on a partialy full mountain dew bottle with my kukhri.. The mountain dew bottle survived.. These things came really dull...
I think I need to go clubbing this weekend.
Clubbing meaning AJ's Hanger because it's the only club in town I'd set foot in. The Iron horse country bar was alright because they always gave in and started playing rock. Sometimes pop. WTF? But they closed down.
I keep trying to get over this, I really hope I can. I'm going to hang out with her thursday night so she doesn't have a complex about ruining all her friendships before she goes back to school to her big dumb ox of a boyfriend. Apparently a guy with a wall full of playboy posters is charming to a woman... I don't quite get it....
Grr anger rage hate kill violence grrr!!!!! Now sad...
Gonna finish my chinups and make my wristbands... Then sulk...
But yeah, I should make myself not care.
Huge outbursts of emotion make me very creative, I need to expiriment with this.
Ok so not a good idea to catch up on a girl...Who absolutly confused the hell out of you and dumped you in the most painful way possible... By reading back on her LJ. Because then she mentions her boyfriend, and it make you frenzy.
I'm trying very hard to remain friends with her because she's an awesome girl and I promised her that no matter what happened, I'd remain her friend. I really didn't see the end comming so soon. But whatever.
I 've found myself putting on real awesome clothes and trying to find ways of making myself look cooler. So at the moment I'm ripping apart some old ammo pouches for the velcro so I can make wrists bands out of my old black web belt now that I have two new ones. Which I am wearing crooked on either hip,
Tried to take on a partialy full mountain dew bottle with my kukhri.. The mountain dew bottle survived.. These things came really dull...
I think I need to go clubbing this weekend.
Clubbing meaning AJ's Hanger because it's the only club in town I'd set foot in. The Iron horse country bar was alright because they always gave in and started playing rock. Sometimes pop. WTF? But they closed down.
I keep trying to get over this, I really hope I can. I'm going to hang out with her thursday night so she doesn't have a complex about ruining all her friendships before she goes back to school to her big dumb ox of a boyfriend. Apparently a guy with a wall full of playboy posters is charming to a woman... I don't quite get it....
Grr anger rage hate kill violence grrr!!!!! Now sad...
Gonna finish my chinups and make my wristbands... Then sulk...
But yeah, I should make myself not care.