Relax all, girlfriend not pregnant. That was determined some time ago, but I haven't had much to post.
Still in the process of preparing to go out west.
I get my two weeks worth of vacation come september so I think I'll spend two weeks out at my sister's, then think about what to do next. I might just head back out there two weeks later, but I'm thinking of pushing back to November now.
GRRRRG! Want to go. But now. Not sure why. i mean, I know why. I need to go because I've been here too long. I need to experience something, but now that I'm essentially free, I'm not in much of a rush.
I'm sure once mom's back, my desire to move will have renewed vigor. But things are getting better in general.
First off, work is about to become much easier plus it pays well, if it were just about work,. I could potentially see myself not going until next year, but I don't think I'm going to want to live with mom that long.
I think I'm going to call it off with my girlfriend come september. That was the plan from the start, she knows I plan on leaving then, and even if I come back I'm not sure what things are going to be like. I'm probably not going to have enough time for a girlfriend after september if I don't get some of my shit organized before then.
She does take up a lot of my time... Not that I don't enjoy it.
But things would probably be better if we end it, rather than let it kind of linger on, then fizzle... I don't know. Wouldn't it?
My mead is almost ready. Probably going to cut off the yeast this weekend. One I'm hoping still has a bit of sweetness to it. The other one I know is dry, and I'm afraid it might be bland. but I'll have to give it a taste.
Still hope to carbonate one if it's at least flavorful.
I'm hoping to get a picture of myself dressed as a viking so I can make labels.
I signed a D70 out from work. So maybe I can whip up a costume this weekend.
Yet still, I have no one to photograph me nude... Though if I did, I'm sure my girlfriend would object.
She is quite tame. Like too tame.
Other reason I want to cut it off before too long. As much as I care about her, we're way too different.
Guh.. Well I gotta go do some budgeting and start packing some money into the savings.
Then I'm gonna try to clean off my jewelery table. I would like to make something before I go.
Still in the process of preparing to go out west.
I get my two weeks worth of vacation come september so I think I'll spend two weeks out at my sister's, then think about what to do next. I might just head back out there two weeks later, but I'm thinking of pushing back to November now.
GRRRRG! Want to go. But now. Not sure why. i mean, I know why. I need to go because I've been here too long. I need to experience something, but now that I'm essentially free, I'm not in much of a rush.
I'm sure once mom's back, my desire to move will have renewed vigor. But things are getting better in general.
First off, work is about to become much easier plus it pays well, if it were just about work,. I could potentially see myself not going until next year, but I don't think I'm going to want to live with mom that long.
I think I'm going to call it off with my girlfriend come september. That was the plan from the start, she knows I plan on leaving then, and even if I come back I'm not sure what things are going to be like. I'm probably not going to have enough time for a girlfriend after september if I don't get some of my shit organized before then.
She does take up a lot of my time... Not that I don't enjoy it.
But things would probably be better if we end it, rather than let it kind of linger on, then fizzle... I don't know. Wouldn't it?
My mead is almost ready. Probably going to cut off the yeast this weekend. One I'm hoping still has a bit of sweetness to it. The other one I know is dry, and I'm afraid it might be bland. but I'll have to give it a taste.
Still hope to carbonate one if it's at least flavorful.
I'm hoping to get a picture of myself dressed as a viking so I can make labels.
I signed a D70 out from work. So maybe I can whip up a costume this weekend.
Yet still, I have no one to photograph me nude... Though if I did, I'm sure my girlfriend would object.
She is quite tame. Like too tame.
Other reason I want to cut it off before too long. As much as I care about her, we're way too different.
Guh.. Well I gotta go do some budgeting and start packing some money into the savings.
Then I'm gonna try to clean off my jewelery table. I would like to make something before I go.
That sucks about your girlfriend. Situations like that always remind me of the Neil Young quote, "It's better to burn out than fade away." Same thing happened with my current guy and his ex, and naturally I'm hoping she never comes back, heh.