So that's the end of it.
The breakup went pretty smoothly friday night. We agreed we'd be friends. She was joking, though I knew she was serious about it being friends with benifits, or that we at least have breakup sex.
We said we wouldn't let everybody know yet because the people at school are gossipy judgmental brats.
By the next evening I discovered she had convinced herself that we were going to pretend to go out for a while and just know in our minds that it wasn't going to last.
I gave her a bit of a reality check when she had told someone on the phone that I was still her boyfriend.
We had to talk again which revealed she has some personal things she needs to deal with and I'd like to be there to help her along. But not as a boyfriend. It wouldn't help anything.
So after a bit of a freakout there. I'm pretty good. mom was back for the weekend. We went out for breakfast today.
Last night while Susi was out at afriend's birthday party. I took one of my canadian forces tops, hacked off some of it and turned it into this!...
It's so cool and schmexy.
Oddly enough the one picture where I forgot to set the timer and wasn't intentionaly posing for the camera, turned out the best...
I might make one out of my US camo top too.
Well I always do enjoy that brief period after a relationship when being single is fun and free, before it turns lonely and depressing.
I think now though, it just serves as a reminder that I don't need to be in a relationship to be happy. Not just any one will do.
However if I'm single for another year or more again, then I might go through this again in the future
Sarita is single too now... But she's in a really bad rebound... Again I'm confused about how she actually felt about that boy. But apparently she felt pretty strongly.
That's another reason we don't want it to get out that Susi and I are apart now. It wouldn't be good for her, me or any future relationship if anything happened too soon.
*whimper* But there's som anticipation on my part... Also a bad thing... Grr...
Mebby I'ma have a bed time beer....
NIghto!
The breakup went pretty smoothly friday night. We agreed we'd be friends. She was joking, though I knew she was serious about it being friends with benifits, or that we at least have breakup sex.
We said we wouldn't let everybody know yet because the people at school are gossipy judgmental brats.
By the next evening I discovered she had convinced herself that we were going to pretend to go out for a while and just know in our minds that it wasn't going to last.
I gave her a bit of a reality check when she had told someone on the phone that I was still her boyfriend.
We had to talk again which revealed she has some personal things she needs to deal with and I'd like to be there to help her along. But not as a boyfriend. It wouldn't help anything.
So after a bit of a freakout there. I'm pretty good. mom was back for the weekend. We went out for breakfast today.
Last night while Susi was out at afriend's birthday party. I took one of my canadian forces tops, hacked off some of it and turned it into this!...
It's so cool and schmexy.
Oddly enough the one picture where I forgot to set the timer and wasn't intentionaly posing for the camera, turned out the best...
I might make one out of my US camo top too.
Well I always do enjoy that brief period after a relationship when being single is fun and free, before it turns lonely and depressing.
I think now though, it just serves as a reminder that I don't need to be in a relationship to be happy. Not just any one will do.
However if I'm single for another year or more again, then I might go through this again in the future
Sarita is single too now... But she's in a really bad rebound... Again I'm confused about how she actually felt about that boy. But apparently she felt pretty strongly.
That's another reason we don't want it to get out that Susi and I are apart now. It wouldn't be good for her, me or any future relationship if anything happened too soon.
*whimper* But there's som anticipation on my part... Also a bad thing... Grr...
Mebby I'ma have a bed time beer....
NIghto!
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I thought it seemed a little fancy 'matrix-esque.'
at first i was like, who is this guy, but i remember you from the zombie hunters group.
~MaryAnne