Soooo... I guess I kinda sorta technicaly, speaking completely truthfully... Kinda gotta girlfriend.... Kinda sorta a 17 year old girlfriend....
Ok I'm going to make one thing perfectly clear. I do like girls my own age. I would love a girl my own age. The fact that the last two girls who have shown any interest in me were 17 is purely conincodental. Or rather a side effect of keeping such young friends. But not like I haven't been trying to make more my own age!
It's the same girl who was staying with me while she was between homes a couple months back.
So it's a girl I've done my best ot to think about as a potential girlfriend. Despite the fact that we did kiss that one time before the hooked up with her now two time ex-boyfriend.
She hung out with me a couple weeks ago. She was havign some trouble with another person at her group home, and was given the option to stay at a friend's house outside of the routine that they only get one night a week out at somone elses house.
At that time she was with her boyfriend.
By that weekend, the night of the semi-formal, she was not however. But needed a place to stay because she was out past the cerfew at the group home and couldn't get back in after 11:00. Besides, my place is just five minutes from the school.
That night she slept in my bed. But nothing happened that night.
I have to say, in my defence, and that I'm quite proud of myself... I resisted the urge to do anything with her for a long, long time when she was not making it easy for me.... For the next night she took a shower and decided to sit on my bed, wrapped in a towel while I chatted with Corvus_9. Who made various remarks about how lucky I am to have a cute young woman running around my house wearing nothing but a towel.
She decided she'd stay in it for a while, and then I started to think she wanted my attention. We layed in bed and watched a movie, then started kissing near the end and stayed up a good while making out.
I was working on sunday, which is actually when I got the appraisal for my necklace... Sorry for leaving the part about the girl out of my last post. I wan't quite sure what to think of that yet.
She came back over on... Monday night I think it was and we talked things out..She said that he first impression of me was that I was just this perfect guy.
And how I'm the only one who's really bothered to try and understand her/
I'll say this much, we're by no means taking things slow. But I think we're both still sort of gettign a feel for each other.
I mean she did just go through a breakup. A mutual one, but never the less.
Wih Corvus egging me on it reminded me how attracted I was to her the first time, and how much I made myself not think about her.
She still has to grow on me a bit but I think it'll go well for a little while at least.. We'll see.
Tonight was a friend's christmas party. I was a littke 'meh' to see Sarita but whatever. We had fun. I got a little jar of tumbled gem shards and a funky dragon twirly thing... Hard to explain. Sort of a wind mill kinda thingy.
My apple crisp was a hit. Then Susi and I came back here for a bit to hang/make out. Now I'm gonna clean for a bit. go to bed, then I work at 12:00-9:00 tomorrow... Susi's comming over in the morning after her only class.
We'll see how this goes... I'm still a little wary. But at the same time She is the only person who's really been there for me latly. I felt bad because I never wanted her to lose me as a sort of safe haven for her. But I don't think it will and badly when it does.
Mmk me go do laundry, clean then sleep.
Ok I'm going to make one thing perfectly clear. I do like girls my own age. I would love a girl my own age. The fact that the last two girls who have shown any interest in me were 17 is purely conincodental. Or rather a side effect of keeping such young friends. But not like I haven't been trying to make more my own age!
It's the same girl who was staying with me while she was between homes a couple months back.
So it's a girl I've done my best ot to think about as a potential girlfriend. Despite the fact that we did kiss that one time before the hooked up with her now two time ex-boyfriend.
She hung out with me a couple weeks ago. She was havign some trouble with another person at her group home, and was given the option to stay at a friend's house outside of the routine that they only get one night a week out at somone elses house.
At that time she was with her boyfriend.
By that weekend, the night of the semi-formal, she was not however. But needed a place to stay because she was out past the cerfew at the group home and couldn't get back in after 11:00. Besides, my place is just five minutes from the school.
That night she slept in my bed. But nothing happened that night.
I have to say, in my defence, and that I'm quite proud of myself... I resisted the urge to do anything with her for a long, long time when she was not making it easy for me.... For the next night she took a shower and decided to sit on my bed, wrapped in a towel while I chatted with Corvus_9. Who made various remarks about how lucky I am to have a cute young woman running around my house wearing nothing but a towel.
She decided she'd stay in it for a while, and then I started to think she wanted my attention. We layed in bed and watched a movie, then started kissing near the end and stayed up a good while making out.
I was working on sunday, which is actually when I got the appraisal for my necklace... Sorry for leaving the part about the girl out of my last post. I wan't quite sure what to think of that yet.
She came back over on... Monday night I think it was and we talked things out..She said that he first impression of me was that I was just this perfect guy.
And how I'm the only one who's really bothered to try and understand her/
I'll say this much, we're by no means taking things slow. But I think we're both still sort of gettign a feel for each other.
I mean she did just go through a breakup. A mutual one, but never the less.
Wih Corvus egging me on it reminded me how attracted I was to her the first time, and how much I made myself not think about her.
She still has to grow on me a bit but I think it'll go well for a little while at least.. We'll see.
Tonight was a friend's christmas party. I was a littke 'meh' to see Sarita but whatever. We had fun. I got a little jar of tumbled gem shards and a funky dragon twirly thing... Hard to explain. Sort of a wind mill kinda thingy.
My apple crisp was a hit. Then Susi and I came back here for a bit to hang/make out. Now I'm gonna clean for a bit. go to bed, then I work at 12:00-9:00 tomorrow... Susi's comming over in the morning after her only class.
We'll see how this goes... I'm still a little wary. But at the same time She is the only person who's really been there for me latly. I felt bad because I never wanted her to lose me as a sort of safe haven for her. But I don't think it will and badly when it does.
Mmk me go do laundry, clean then sleep.
gangstaswan:
Dude, how many girls you go going here? Good for you for finding a girl. I told you it would happen. Pfft, stupid non believers.
gypsyphoenix:
