Friday Nov 04, 2011

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NIGHT CAP: my day since breakfast. About 4 hot steamy showers, they're always good but when you're feeling bad,,,,,awwww. Made ground turkey, brown rice cabbage rolls with basil tomato sauce for dinner. Sipping hot Jasmine grn tea with honey while I'll watch Blood Angels. Kinda dumb movie, but beautiul hot women who love to bite and suck on ya,,,,what more could a guy want?
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lego:
That was a very very nice comment.
moonmadness:
No problem, from someone who knows it can be worse. It just takes a smile, smile, enjoy.

Friday Nov 04, 2011

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FLU SHOT,,,,yep definitly the right name. Feeling great till now (my 3 day weekend off) flu, sinus infection. Got the flu shot back on Monday, and yeppers, "I GOT IT". Oh well, cup of coffee, bowl of oatmeal and SG,,,mmmmmm.
feather:
Thank you!
moonmadness:
skull Never again

Friday Oct 28, 2011

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moonmadness:
I understand, we all have our ways, some more so than others. I too have had to deal with alot of shit, but the death of my son made me realize none of it matters. I still go thru my hard times, but remind myself, "there is still something good out there, keep being positive".

biggrin me being positive
sparkl:
Thank you for your nice comment. Cheers for being positive! smile

Sunday Oct 23, 2011

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October 23rd, the worse fucking day.(excuse language ladies) Here is a song Byron taught himself on guitar, introduced me to, had me listen to it, kinda became "our" song. When he died shortly after, I realized this was exactly how he was. Would often tell me of these different worlds, places he would escape too, during his bouts with depression, it really bothered him not...
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lucky_13:
Sorry hun frown big hugs
moonmadness:
smileTY gorgeous, hugs always help. Did the video show? Don't know if I did it right. And once the 23rd pass, started feeling better.

Friday Oct 21, 2011

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vivianevog:
am so sorry for your loss..take care..wink
moonmadness:
smile TY

Thursday Oct 13, 2011

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Don't think I could be any lower than rgt now, but as soon as I say that I know I wiil be. F _ _ King 23rd next week. Damn, 3 hrs of Dirty Bird and that didn't even help. Trying to keep a sense o humor,,,,,,,,,nope, didn't work.
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whisper:
things will get better, you'll see!
moonmadness:
TY,,,,

Saturday Oct 08, 2011

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Let's get the good news outta the way. Got a new phone today. Well, same phone just new since I threw mine in the dryer a couple weeks back it's been on a downward slide. Much like me. I need someone to snap my neck, the tension in it. Back to SHITTY OCT subject and trying to keep my mind sane. Missing my son tremendously....
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moonmadness:
TY,,,kiss
totem:
Thanks!

Wednesday Oct 05, 2011

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First off, Apologies to the ladies (anyone else offended) for language that might come out. Halloween is my favorite holiday. That said, I HATE FUCKING OCTOBER. I'm sinking and sinking fast, starts about late September thru pretty much the end o the year. This fuckin depression is choking me. No energy, no sleep, still have to work, put up with shit at home and not...
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vivianevog:
Wow....I can understand why you are feeling so bad if the anniversary is coming up...I do understand about depression though...(personal experience)and once November passes,it really dislike it as I don't like December.(except for Yule on the 21st)..it's my birthday month for starters and Christmas makes me feel awful....Halloween is my fave holiday but I'm sorry to hear you're having such a bad time....I agree about it not getting easier...it never does(I think of my Dad when I write that)and I hope sharing has helped and you don't go crazy...sorry I've not been around for you to talk to....hope you get some sleep and work gets better and things ease up....message me if you feel the need to...I'll be online for another hour or so and then hopefully back tomorrow night...take care...kiss
moonmadness:
Thank you! As for all my shitty problems, It is what it is. My heart goes out to you smile and hope you do better this year. biggrin When is your birthday so I can get ya something. What would ya like or it? My depression, lil sleep, I have dealt with so many years I'm use to it, just getting harder during Oct. I have never broke down and cried over losing him so think it's just building up.
No need to apologize for not being around. You got a life and never thought we would talk everyday.smile
But thank you for your kind words and thots. I'm always here for you if you need to talk. BIG EARS made for listening. biggrin


till later, take care
Bkiss

Monday Oct 03, 2011

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More good news. Getting together tomarrow o get my tattoos started, Finally. Tattoo virgin here, but eagar to get goin.
vivianevog:
Great news....hope it turns out well for you!biggrin
moonmadness:
biggrin Well hello there. Like the new profile pic. How have you been doing? Miss ya wink Yep, we got together so he could draw it up with all the different things I want in it. Looks like I'll get some of them and add on at later dates.
Hope all is good with you, and, when will you be gettng tattoos? eeekbiggrin I just got back from school, still behind but was with a professor so maybe I'm on my way.smile


till later,
B

Monday Oct 03, 2011

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I have decided, these 3 day weekends on at work, are gonna be the DEATH of me. I am now bout 5 weeks behind w school. This Gluten sensitivity is driving me nuts. GOOD NEWS,,,,,,,,,,um um, looking for some,,,,,,,um, Amanda Knox is free, and this site still has the MOST BEAUTILUL LADIES, in the world. All of you.
vivianevog:
good luck on the weekends and school....and....blush
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