First off, Apologies to the ladies (anyone else offended) for language that might come out. Halloween is my favorite holiday. That said, I HATE FUCKING OCTOBER. I'm sinking and sinking fast, starts about late September thru pretty much the end o the year. This fuckin depression is choking me. No energy, no sleep, still have to work, put up with shit at home and not say anything, keep a smile on my face for the kids.
You see, Oct 23rd is the anniverary date of my sons death. Shit, I thot anniversaries were good things. It will be 15 yrs and has gotten F _ _ _kin harder each yr. Screw that shit they say "it gets easier".
Well I won't bore ya'll anymore tonight, It's just no one here to talk with. This isn't a pity blog, just trying to get thots out of head b4 I go crazy.
No need to apologize for not being around. You got a life and never thought we would talk everyday.
But thank you for your kind words and thots. I'm always here for you if you need to talk. BIG EARS made for listening.
till later, take care
B