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vivianevog:
am so sorry for your loss..take care..
moonmadness:
TY
TY
vivianevog:
love love love the kitty!
Don't think I could be any lower than rgt now, but as soon as I say that I know I wiil be. F _ _ King 23rd next week. Damn, 3 hrs of Dirty Bird and that didn't even help. Trying to keep a sense o humor,,,,,,,,,nope, didn't work.
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whisper:
things will get better, you'll see!
moonmadness:
TY,,,,
Let's get the good news outta the way. Got a new phone today. Well, same phone just new since I threw mine in the dryer a couple weeks back it's been on a downward slide. Much like me. I need someone to snap my neck, the tension in it. Back to SHITTY OCT subject and trying to keep my mind sane. Missing my son tremendously....
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moonmadness:
TY,,,
totem:
Thanks!
First off, Apologies to the ladies (anyone else offended) for language that might come out. Halloween is my favorite holiday. That said, I HATE FUCKING OCTOBER. I'm sinking and sinking fast, starts about late September thru pretty much the end o the year. This fuckin depression is choking me. No energy, no sleep, still have to work, put up with shit at home and not...
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vivianevog:
Wow....I can understand why you are feeling so bad if the anniversary is coming up...I do understand about depression though...(personal experience)and once November passes,it really dislike it as I don't like December.(except for Yule on the 21st)..it's my birthday month for starters and Christmas makes me feel awful....Halloween is my fave holiday but I'm sorry to hear you're having such a bad time....I agree about it not getting easier...it never does(I think of my Dad when I write that)and I hope sharing has helped and you don't go crazy...sorry I've not been around for you to talk to....hope you get some sleep and work gets better and things ease up....message me if you feel the need to...I'll be online for another hour or so and then hopefully back tomorrow night...take care...
moonmadness:
Thank you! As for all my shitty problems, It is what it is. My heart goes out to you and hope you do better this year. 
When is your birthday so I can get ya something. What would ya like or it? My depression, lil sleep, I have dealt with so many years I'm use to it, just getting harder during Oct. I have never broke down and cried over losing him so think it's just building up.
No need to apologize for not being around. You got a life and never thought we would talk everyday.
But thank you for your kind words and thots. I'm always here for you if you need to talk. BIG EARS made for listening.
till later, take care
B
and hope you do better this year. When is your birthday so I can get ya something. What would ya like or it? My depression, lil sleep, I have dealt with so many years I'm use to it, just getting harder during Oct. I have never broke down and cried over losing him so think it's just building up.
No need to apologize for not being around. You got a life and never thought we would talk everyday.
But thank you for your kind words and thots. I'm always here for you if you need to talk. BIG EARS made for listening.
till later, take care
B
More good news. Getting together tomarrow o get my tattoos started, Finally. Tattoo virgin here, but eagar to get goin.
vivianevog:
Great news....hope it turns out well for you!
moonmadness:
Well hello there. Like the new profile pic. How have you been doing? Miss ya Yep, we got together so he could draw it up with all the different things I want in it. Looks like I'll get some of them and add on at later dates.
Hope all is good with you, and, when will you be gettng tattoos?
I just got back from school, still behind but was with a professor so maybe I'm on my way.
till later,
B
Well hello there. Like the new profile pic. How have you been doing? Miss ya Yep, we got together so he could draw it up with all the different things I want in it. Looks like I'll get some of them and add on at later dates.
Hope all is good with you, and, when will you be gettng tattoos?
I just got back from school, still behind but was with a professor so maybe I'm on my way.
till later,
B
I have decided, these 3 day weekends on at work, are gonna be the DEATH of me. I am now bout 5 weeks behind w school. This Gluten sensitivity is driving me nuts. GOOD NEWS,,,,,,,,,,um um, looking for some,,,,,,,um, Amanda Knox is free, and this site still has the MOST BEAUTILUL LADIES, in the world. All of you.
vivianevog:
good luck on the weekends and school....and....
It's official, I'm f_ _ _ ed, in school that is. 3 outta 4 of my classes won't down load right, partially down load assignments, this won't open. Huh, it can't be me, I'm able to read student e-mail easy enough, so waiting for the ones that say "YOU'VE BEEN DROPPED". On the brighter side, hmmmmm, the sun is, everything else is SOS right now.
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msrayne:
Nice to be back, thx oxo
sidonia:
thank you!!
First off, school is a fricken HEADACHE. Probably because my brain is still in hibernation and fighting waking up. Now the big news, My 2nd son and his wife are now expecting baby ( first grandchild ), ater 3 false alarms this year. And now the Semi weird part to the story, (comments welcome). My first son was Byron the III, born May 16th 1980....
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bachelorette:
i don't think it's weird at all if the child is born on the same day as your eldest son. i think it's a sign it's the right name. but i don't understand how he could be named Byron IV as he is not the son of your eldest. ??? isn't there a legal precedent for that? but naming the child Byron is an excellent idea and fitting tribute in my opinion. i hope you don't think my question is rude or disrespectful because it isn't meant to be at all. i'm just curious is all. anyway congrats granddad!
anyway congrats granddad!
moonmadness:
Well HI there Bachelorette. Hmmmm, don't think it could be a legal thing, don't see how they can tell you what you can/can't name your kid. We do know he won't be the son the of the son but I have heard of ppl being named after family members. Anyway I think it's important to son who is having baby. Byron was such a good big brother, both of his lil bros adored him (both designed tribute tattoos and had thier arms done ). Byron was diagnosed a genius in 2nd grade, asked to come to Harvard and Princton in 7th grade, chose to stay with kids his own age tho. Anyway, I digress, sorry. Yep it is some kind of sign, a friend asked if i thot of reincarnation. Nope I don't think your rude, TY for responding and feel free to write back, I enjoy meeting new ppl. Granddad, oh yea make me feel old,,,,,,
till later,
B
till later,
B
Lets see, the good stuff first. The dog started looking alil thin, but she's filling out again starting to look herself again. Son his loving his car. Started school back on Monday, 12 hr days at work then school couple hrs at nite. Still over 100 here and now because of it fires are starting all around, 1000's of acres burning. Now for the bad,...
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moonmadness:
That's what she broke me down too. $2 flip flops. My $180 work boots (that I haven't been able to replace), legs on antique kitchen table, corner of coffee table, other things. But she can't help it, her breed does that.
That's what she broke me down too. $2 flip flops. My $180 work boots (that I haven't been able to replace), legs on antique kitchen table, corner of coffee table, other things. But she can't help it, her breed does that.
ferretbite:
Thank you for the comment and the support. I'm glad at least a few people bothered to read it.
OK, everyone join me pls in a big sigh of relief. NO MORE CAR SHOPPING, son bought one today. That means I get mine back all to myself and can come and go as I please. Damn, anyone need a visitor, roadtrip!
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shininglight:
tnx
moonmadness:
YW
Went to get books for starting school next Monday, 3 1/2 hrs in line, + 4 books + paying $550 for them = headache. From there car shopping w son. What a day, I need a drink.
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prettyflesh:
thank you!
moonmadness:
your very welcome
your very welcome