This is a depressing blog so i recommend skipping it if you're not interested.
So my weekend started out well. My friend took me out for an overdue birthday thing to the arcade. I did badly at everything (i'm usually better!) but it was still lots of fun. I even got a banana split drink with liquor that was delicious. We walked around the mall and generally it was a good day.
Saturday i became a little sad over my sets. I'm super grateful for the comments and love (thanks guys!) but just don't get why i'm not doing better. I tried to improve my poses in my second set and i've been posting around alot hopefully to get attention (though for fun too). Every once in a while i take pictures for the ass, itty bitty titty, ect threads. Am i missing something? Is my set not that good? Maybe i'm being impatient but usually the comments don't really shoot up after it's been out a little while. I've been trying to push my boundaries as well. Maybe i'm just too vanilla? Afterall i do have one of those cutsy face and voices. For instance i did a close up of my vag which people seemed to like. Well long story short i just wish i'd do better. If i knew what i was doing wrong i'd fix it but well it's starting to feel like if you don't know someone then it's hard to do. The rest of saturday wasn't bad luckily.
Sunday was okay for a while but then the boyfriend and i weren't getting along. I didn't have the energy to push things and just took him home. So now it's monday and i'm sick. Someone i went to high school with who messages me sometimes was talking to me today. He really bugs me which isn't often the case with people. He thinks girls that don't like him or who have some kind of problem are broken. I mean really, broken? He even said that about my friend knowing i was friends with her. He says he hasn't found any girl worth his time. He used to have a crush on me and i'm not sure whether he's trying to make himself sound better (since he doesn't exactly have luck with the ladies) or make others feel worse. Either way it's not nice and he shouldn't think of girls like that.
Well that was long and i know i forgot stuff. At least this thursday and friday i have plans so with luck things will go better.
So my weekend started out well. My friend took me out for an overdue birthday thing to the arcade. I did badly at everything (i'm usually better!) but it was still lots of fun. I even got a banana split drink with liquor that was delicious. We walked around the mall and generally it was a good day.
Saturday i became a little sad over my sets. I'm super grateful for the comments and love (thanks guys!) but just don't get why i'm not doing better. I tried to improve my poses in my second set and i've been posting around alot hopefully to get attention (though for fun too). Every once in a while i take pictures for the ass, itty bitty titty, ect threads. Am i missing something? Is my set not that good? Maybe i'm being impatient but usually the comments don't really shoot up after it's been out a little while. I've been trying to push my boundaries as well. Maybe i'm just too vanilla? Afterall i do have one of those cutsy face and voices. For instance i did a close up of my vag which people seemed to like. Well long story short i just wish i'd do better. If i knew what i was doing wrong i'd fix it but well it's starting to feel like if you don't know someone then it's hard to do. The rest of saturday wasn't bad luckily.
Sunday was okay for a while but then the boyfriend and i weren't getting along. I didn't have the energy to push things and just took him home. So now it's monday and i'm sick. Someone i went to high school with who messages me sometimes was talking to me today. He really bugs me which isn't often the case with people. He thinks girls that don't like him or who have some kind of problem are broken. I mean really, broken? He even said that about my friend knowing i was friends with her. He says he hasn't found any girl worth his time. He used to have a crush on me and i'm not sure whether he's trying to make himself sound better (since he doesn't exactly have luck with the ladies) or make others feel worse. Either way it's not nice and he shouldn't think of girls like that.
Well that was long and i know i forgot stuff. At least this thursday and friday i have plans so with luck things will go better.
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defendtucson:
haha, do you usually get a lot of cars painted?
helvispresley:
aww don't worry; you are adorable. a lot of the sets with lots of comments have been around for a while or have been super promoted by the site so don't worry just be patient