moonlightgdess

Added some new pics of me in my profile... not too many, but yay boobies!

Tom and I have been talking about teh bebies, and names and such. We're both in agreement of Lena Michelle Lockard, but also like the names Fiona, Eve, and Ava. Boys... well, we like Adrian (although Tom told me today that's a call back to Rocky when he's screaming his...
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I had this thing, this huge looming worry that I was going to just totally have the most hellish children on the planet. Nothing I was going to do was going to keep them from being pregnant, alcoholic druggies at 15. I was petrified of children, even babysitting was kinda scary. I mean, what happens if they *don't* want to take their medicine when they've...
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In theory, I should be getting my financial aid check next week. Been 5 weeks now, it's about damn time!

Well.... I'm not keeping my hopes up, but I may have a buyer for the business. Maybe. She's really interested, she's a customer's niece who's worked at Helen Woodward Animal Center for a while and (i think) has groomed before. I quoted her $3K for everything minus my personal supplies. That's about 10% of the yearly earnings so I think that's pretty reasonable. My customer...
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I'm depressed.

My account's overdrawn bec. I'm a retard. I want to have moved already. I'm kind of self-destructing and I don't know where to start to keep myself together.

Too much stress lately.... ugh.

So, Tom and I will be in the Bay Area for my birthday, June 29. We are going to have dinner on the yacht company that is doing our wedding (Commodore Events), take a tour, and set a firm date. We're looking at Oct. 6th or so. My dress ideas are this corsety number, or this sashed number, both with some...
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So we set a date, which I've read is the most important part. We've got 6 months to throw this thing together, which is fine by us.

I had my first parental headbutt the other day, with none other than my mom. Tom and I were thinking of the SFO Hyatt for the location (yes gaming folk, that's the Kublacon hotel). Mom says, "Isn't Burlingame...
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So, my parents, like most parents, want me to get at least a four year degree in something that is useful, get a good $60-70K a year job, find a good man, get married, get a house, and have 2.5 children. Y'know, the typical American Dream.


Problem is, the "I want you to be happy and enjoy what you do" part seemed to skip the...
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Ugh. I'm depressed today. Mainly doing it to myself, I've pretty much stopped going to class altogether. I have finals in a little less than three weeks. I'm going to study my ass off for those. If I score fairly high, I *may* be able to pull off C's (thank god for no attendence requirements!).

But I'm mostly excited about moving next year, and Tom...
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Okay, so it *looks* like this blog is working. Yay! So, plunking along in school. I'm a bio major at CSUSM down here in San Diego... and I suck at it. So, seriously looking into the psychology program instead, at least until the end of the year. Mainly so I can collect student loans and use them to move out to Ohio next April. Man,...
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