mooncalf2

well, yesterday i had the last straw...I have been workin WAY too much with not enough sleep...I have been working 12 hours at boise, sleep for four hours, take care of horses for 3 hours, and then sleep for an hour, and then go back to work at boise, just to start the whole thing over again...the other day, while coming home from taking care of horses, I almost got into 3 car wrecks, and i don't know how i didn't get into one of them, at work later that night, every half hour we're supposed to drive and patrol a temporary truck scale, and i was fallin asleep driving around doing that. and that is not good...I got home and went to bed yesterday, and i even slept an extra hour, and when my alarm went off, i threw it on the floor...and my boyfriend came in saying holy shit, why'd you do that, and i couldn't take it anymore...I called and had the owner take care of the horses for me, and i called in to work, and i went to bed....I got up and did some dishes, a little laundry, I rode a horse for a couple hours, now i'm writing to you guys, and i'm going to go back to bed for a couple hours...My head still hurts from everything...and tonight when i go to work at boise, i'm putting in my two weeks....cuz i cannot do it anymore...I don't have time for anything i need to do let alone what i want to do...not even for eating and showering...and those are definately things that I NEED to do....so I am going to let you go, and hope that you're week is a hell of a lot better than mine...