moomoo123badger

wish me luck,im going to see kate 2moro.
i should surely be happier than this but im filled with more anticipation and fear than ever.so so many what ifs
what if she doesnt want to be with me any more?
what if weve just both changed?
what if she doesnt like what i am any more? or vice versa?
what if she has been fucking someone else?
im scared.im not affraid to admit that.please understand she is the first person who has made me feel alive and as though i need her more than any thing.im not sure i could survive without her.
or it could all turn out perfect and it be like we never parted. i hate this anticipation.i should be positive right?
oh well enough already,ull all be depressed soon!
i didnt buy any thing shopping today,just couldnt find any thing.
im off to sleep now so sleep well see ya in a few days
(remember fingers crossed)