moochy

I was the moodiest waitress last night in the cocktail bar
it was awful
so awful

i made dave angry at me too, which was awful.

I dropped all my plans tonight so i could see my friend who returned back from uni...and she stood me up

nothing like best friends

II chose my new spectacles today, they are brown with glitter
vogue darling, vogue!
I went to this party on mayfair, i got awfully drunk, i even missed my first day back at uni cos i couldnt wake up. I felt so ill, so i had to pretend to be at uni....so i drove around london aimlessly and then went and chatted at the tattoo shop, parlour? it should be a parlour

I want to go shoppping, but i also want to save
darn

i go to egypt soon, i dont want malaria. I also started my new meds,...hahahah i choked and coughed up powder prozac heheheh
that was funny. sort of
im watching xfiles
im 20, nearly 21, i thought id have grown out of nightmares by now



apparently not

valantines day on tuesday, no cards for me. Im hoping
hoping
hoping
dave asks me to be his official
i doubt it though, its being partly discussed tomorrow, no doubt, same conclusion 'friends'
worried about pyschosis at the moment, slightly
ive also done some major overtime. Far too much work, but it keeps me busy.
i want a bit more inky, i keep having arm ideas, i want to start on my other arm, pretty and more spaced. Or my back? actually, back would be better. So change that, i want back tattoos, trees
etc




eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee the xfiles is scaring me now might have to change my dvd choice