monument

(Where I go to discover the happiness in solitude)

Appearing at my most loneliest times
Most comforting when I'm most fragile
In times of lust I dive into her veins and swim freely
Unable to drown yet unable to breath
A walk amongst digital infatuation

Something always fresh; constantly perfect
Untainted through her unassailability
The most beautiful train wreck you'll ever see
The perfect suicide, the complete painting never meant to be finished
Inside calamity lies true apparitions and butchering of deceit
Watch me live
Watch me kill
Watch me bleed through the sheets
As I wait for something not yearned but never capable of amounting