montypython103

Fuck this wallowing shit. I'm done with it. There are 2 reasons- 1. I can't get over her if I keep torturing myself 2. If she decides to come back to me, I want to be the strong, independent man that I was before. I dont have to replace her, I don't even have to start dating, but I deserve to be happy with myself. My happiness can't depend on her. Ya I love he, yes I miss her but I can't control what will happen so why worry and bring myself down? And I plan on no texting for atleast 2 weeks. To give us both space. I do plan on asking her to accompany me to my high school reunion mid may.