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I didn't go to school today, or the day before for that matter. It's no big deal but I hope it's not another cycle. I have a history of not showing up for school and I get scared when it looks like I'm going to repeat that history.

Another thing that worries me is finding my place in this world. I don't know who I...
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demigauge:
you'll find yourself..don't worry about it
synnove:
ye of little faith
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If anything can make you reassess what you value most or realize the comfort you live in, it's disaster.

It's hard to come to come to any stance about this war and feel comfortable in it. The aim of both stances--whether war is needed or not--is, I believe, to prevent further suffering. However, it's unclear on both sides whether the action taken will result in...
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demigauge:
i hope my worries can be put to rest soon..otherwise i don't know how much mroe my body cna take..but it is good that your brother got out of there in time..are they gonnna be sending him back anytime soon?
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It feels like we're in a submarine bracing for impact. skull
n:
ha, maybe. the poor iraqis. i don't think we have that much to worry about. i live 4 blocks from the sears tower and i'm not going anywhere.

guys who just say 'hey baby' to a girl are at very least creeps who are looking for sex, and in the worst case crazies or gang members who will rape/assault/kill you if you resist their advances or ignore them. i was scared yesterday while i was waiting in the subway. being a girl is no fun, i'm telling you.
demigauge:
you know i thought i was the only one that felt like that
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Hmm.. Long time no update. I've been extremely busy with school lately, which should change now because I dropped my English class. The teacher was a bit insane and I screwed myself by letting my work pile up. A part of me feels disappointed for dropping, but owell, there's next semester right? I realized that if I keep up taking the amount of classes I've...
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demigauge:
naw...not reallybiggrin hehehe

good to see your still alive i thought somthing happened to you
n:
yeah but you're young. don't worry about it. i'm stuck here to take a summer class because they cancelled a one week long one that i was going to do.

and thats all i need to graduate, dude!
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..burning cds on this lonely, dull saturday evening. I have no funds to go outside and have fun. When I was a kid I had absolutely no money, but I always had fun Saturdays. Well, I had friends then. I wanted to go see the Interpol concert in SF tonight, but for several reasons I couldn't make it. I'm planning to go see Coldplay when...
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demigauge:
you need to update
n:
it feels old frard...but not *too* old..
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Emoticon Symphany No. 1


Movement I (Allegro animato)
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fin
demigauge:
that is a lot of freaking emotionsmiao!!
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bok All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy. bok
smile All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy. smile
frown All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy. frown
whatever All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy. whatever
confused All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy. confused
love All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy. love
mad All work and no play...
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Today was my first band practice! It went pretty good. I need a better amp though. Our drummer is awesome and my cousin fucking rocks at guitar. I think I'm the worst out of the three..but I'm gonna start practicing more often. So it was pretty exciting and a nice change of pace. My fingertips are all sore and blistered.

I think all my money...
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demigauge:
bah you'll be fine and the blisters mean your getting better and soon you will have no more space for songs...BAHAHAHHA
n:
can i be in your band?
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I got my dsl working again, finally. It was giving me crap again for a while, but now it's stable. However, now I find out that my computer has more viruses than a Saigon crackwhore. It seems like there's nothing I can do.. I just want it back like it was before frown. I could either get strung out over some stupid machine or say...
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demigauge:
merf? have you tried ruing norton anti-virus thing? that might help with your problem...
and what is this about flowers wilting and clouds