montagro

when you talk to me talk in ambiguity. keep me guessing and challenging you, your thoughts; me, and my thoughts. i don't want to swallow anything that has been chewed for me, i'd rather chew for myself. i don't ever want to feel like i have the answers for everything, to end up realizing i know nothing; again. to fool myself into believing that the...
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Even amongst the aliens I feel alienated

no..--but..--I don't wanna go back to school..--I don't wanna..

poo anyone?

My first feeling of euphoria in a few months.. mmm.. much needed.

I was supposed to practice with my band tommarrow but that got cancelled. Sadly it was the only thing on my plate for tommarrow and I don't know what I'm going to do now since I'm still very poor. I think I'll go to a park and read a book or something. I need to get out because staying inside is driving me mad. What...
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Yay, my ear is all better. I think I'll treat this as a second chance, and spend less time with headphones on and in other activities that might cause me to go deaf down the line. So I've got nothing to pout about. I think I'm going to go enjoy my spring break now.

I can't hear out of my right ear. Need I say how much it sucks? It's happened before, usually it's just wax though and I can take care of it. But now I think it's different and I think I should go to the doctor. But I'm broke at the moment and don't want to push things. I'm expecting things to settle down soon and...
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Bah, I'm serious too much. I gotta relax

Another blue friday. Someone who I was supposed to hang out with tonight, stood me up . Plus I can't hear out of my right ear, I hope I'm not going def (kids, remember to use those earplugs at loud concerts).

I wish I could just not care; I wish I was numb to insults and people letting me down.

Is it just me? Am...
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