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Phew... I've been so busy lately. My mom came down from Washington, and my brother from SoCal last Monday. Since then, I've been in the car 25% of the time traveling to see other family.

Went to see my Grandma a few days ago, she's probably the most special person I know. She's so full of energy and so funny, she totally lights up the...
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n:
have i heard it? haha- frard i've owned that cd since april.

oh i saw you IMed but i wasn't here. i'll add you to my buddy list.
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First day of shooting our movie, it didn't go exactly as we planned but still was a great experiance and I learned alot.
Been listening to alot of Radiohead recently, they're like the perfect band. I can listen to them forever.
So much things going on.
I don't ever want to have nothing to do anymore. No more downtime.
demigauge:
yeah i don't want the nothing to do periods of life...but i always seem to get a lot of them
n:
dude i know what you mean- i turned the channel to m2 today expecting more crap that i'd flip past in about 3 seconds and it was like a bunch of fucking radiohead videos- past and present, holy shit.

that band is better than therapy, i'm telling you.
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Fingers trembling in anticipation before the keyboard as they wait for their owner's direction. They curl up and recede to his lap as his attention shifts momentarily to the music that's playing in the background--making him aware of how easy it is to neglect something.

Concentrating now on his empty stomach, he goes over in his mind of what there is to eat--catching the time...
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Already have the first 2 weeks of summer filled up by obligations =(. It will be my last summer before I'm 20. I need to get things accomplished. A car, a job, a life--I need to get these things.
demigauge:
erm...you only 20 you don't need to acomplish everything..fuck i dot even have my drivr's liscense..i'm in no big ruh
n:
20 seems so old when you're 19. 20 seems so young when you're 25. confused
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The Coldplay concert was beautiful. There were over 20,000 people there--it was their bigest concert Chris, the singer, said. After they finished their set they got about a 5 minute standing ovation, so then they got back on stage and played 3 more songs. I walked away from it feeling like 10 times better than when I came in. I want to go to more...
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demigauge:
i never have anything to do join the club mokey
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Today was the last day of real class this semester (I still have a final next Thursday though), and I've decided not to take a summer semester. This means I have about 3 months to do whatever I can think of. "Please," I say to myself, "do something worthwhile--have fun--don't stay indoors the whole time watching tv or infront of a computer screen--do something new...
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bionicfemme:
Thank you so much about what you said on Much Obliged in my journal! I promise to write more when I have sex again, which will be when I am 45... wink
n:
thanks for telling me about brown bunny. i still haven't seen palookaville yet, but i want to soon.
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As kids we all had so much enthusiasm. Where did it go? Somewhere down the line we all stopped caring.

We started talking about things that really didn't matter to us--bland, typical, over-used, distant from any sincere emotion things. "How was your day?" kind of questions. Conversations about food, pets, the wheather, etc. Replace everything with blah, blah, blah.

We talk just to talk, not...
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whiskeyfightpit:
Seriously right on...Maybe alot of us here are thinking and feeling the same way. To be the right kinda person your passion is always the work, right? That's what were taught. But what do you say to the other flunkie rowing next to you on the slave ship? Anything else would require time away from rowing and thus totally insane. I remember that enthusiasm, too. And I miss it like hell. Something exterior has been pulling at it since high school. Like flesh from the bone, one might say. I totally feel you on this one, but what are poor rowers to do?
demigauge:
someday i will just take off...and no one will know