This is a story about a guy who moves to a new place and hates his new school so he doesn't go. Ends up in homeschool, which leaves him devoid of any social skills which leaves him friendless which leaves him sad and disfunctional.
Later he goes to a community college to try to fix himself.
Later he wonders if it will.
He wonders if he'll end up as an old man, lonely and reclusive, sitting infront of a t.v. vicariously living his life through the actors and actresses on the screen. Living his life at a distance. Not exactly living it, but rather waiting it out.
He wonders if this is as good as it gets.
He wonders if his life had peeked at 13.
He wonders if it's like the stock market. If this is Black Tuesday. His stock which continued to climb and climb plumits. He wonders if he has a bad stock. He wonders if he should sell.
Later he goes to a community college to try to fix himself.
Later he wonders if it will.
He wonders if he'll end up as an old man, lonely and reclusive, sitting infront of a t.v. vicariously living his life through the actors and actresses on the screen. Living his life at a distance. Not exactly living it, but rather waiting it out.
He wonders if this is as good as it gets.
He wonders if his life had peeked at 13.
He wonders if it's like the stock market. If this is Black Tuesday. His stock which continued to climb and climb plumits. He wonders if he has a bad stock. He wonders if he should sell.
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but you're only 19! how can you be so cynical when you haven't even lived half your life?