montagro

i saw it coming and i think there was a little bit of me letting--helping it come. what's the point anyways right?

What's ratio between how much heart and how much mind to live harmonious life?

i've got to hide my emotions away or else people think i'm sad and pathetic.. and no one wants that..

i need a hole to crawl into--my own little hobbit hole or something. a simple place to feel warm and cozy in. away from the cold, dreary world.

in recess

when its yellow let it mellow
when its brown flush it down

I look in the weirdest places for help..

What I'm missing these days is guidance

Went to a show to see my cousin and his band play, again. It went good, except I forgot to get ear-plugs and I know I'm going to go def pretty soon--atleast I'll get some silence to do some reading..it's all about perspectives, see?

I love nights on the town..

does it say something bad about the present that people sell affection?

if i had to choose to either: be forced to watch the lifetime channel or get repeatedly punched in the face by some big, angry biker dude and then get drug behind a truck going 80mph untill my knee caps got scraped off.. i'd think for a little bit--and then choose the latter.

Found out that I don't have my math midterm untill next Thursday--thought it was this one. So that made me feel relieved--for the obvious reason that it's further away--and because I have my history midterm tommarrow--and I don't think I could survive back-to-back cram sessions.

Strangely, I really like my math class, it's really laid back and friendly. Even though I don't talk to anyone...
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when you talk to me talk in ambiguity. keep me guessing and challenging you, your thoughts; me, and my thoughts. i don't want to swallow anything that has been chewed for me, i'd rather chew for myself. i don't ever want to feel like i have the answers for everything, to end up realizing i know nothing; again. to fool myself into believing that the...
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Even amongst the aliens I feel alienated